Chapter 193 An Encounter (1/2)

”What are you thinking about?” Jasper looked at the person beside him and asked.

Withdrawing her sight, Ashley leaned back against the seat and put both hands on her knees with tiredness. Lowering her head, she said, ”I feel I've changed a lot. Although I've always kept my hands from being stained with blood, in fact, without my help, Sheila wouldn't have ended up like today.”

”So what?”

”Although she deserves it, I have done a lot of things that I don't want to do in order to revenge her. And I have become the kind of person I don't want to be. Although I have avenged myself, I still feel unhappy. Some of the boundaries I've set out will never be able to come back. Because the matter has been happened, and this kind of impact should be accompanied for my life.”

Driving quietly for a long time, Jasper didn't speak a word.

She exhaled deeply and looked out of the window again. They were passing by a scenic spot where a group of travel groups wearing the same hats were lining up in a bustling line. With a stack of things in their hands, they were being distributed to the tourist groups one by one.

”Have you ever seen the Beyond Good and Evil by Nietzsche?” Said Jasper.

Ashley turned around and said, ”No.”

”Wer mit Ungeheuern k.”auml；mpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Und wenn du lange in einen Abgrund blickst, blickt der Abgrund auch in dich hinein.”

”What do you mean?” Asked Ashley in confusion.

”You have fought with the evil dragon for a long time, and become a evil dragon yourself. You have gazed into the abyss for a long time, and the abyss also gazed back.”

Ashley's heart skipped a beat.

Looking ahead, Jasper said in a low and slow voice, ”this is the rule of this world. It calls to pay the price. You don't have to care too much about it. Everyone's life has a few wrinkles on the paper couldn't be erased. Although they will live together with each other for life, but that's the truth.”

”Why do I feel that the more you enlighten me, the more desperate I am?” Ashley forced a smile. ”It's not my fault. If I hadn't been bothered by Sheila and her mother, I wouldn't have bothered them. If I don't want to endure, am I become the evil? It didn't make sense?”

Turning to look at her, Jasper said, ”your existence is totally wrong.”

Ashley was shocked again.

”Jas... Mr. Jasper.” She stuttered, ”Are you... Are you really enlightening me?”

Jasper smiled and said. ”I'm telling you the rules of this world, and some facts that can never be changed. If you accept this fact, you will naturally be free.”