Chapter 129 (1/2)
Chu Xi doesn't know what's wrong with her.
I remember the first time I learned that she was not a child of the Chu family, Chu Xi felt ridiculous.
It's ridiculous.
She has been a parent of Chu for 12 years and is a serious daughter.
The love of parents, the love of brothers and sisters, how can it not be true?
She was so sad that she couldn't sleep. Helplessness and panic swallowed her up.
Especially after Chu Zhi returned to her house, she couldn't sleep all night.
The more Chu Zhi described her days in the farm, the more frightened Chu Xi was, because she knew better than anyone that she should have experienced.
When she framed Chu Zhi again and again, she was guilty and afraid.
But she didn't turn back.
Chu Xi felt that she was like a poor little girl who fell into an abyss and lived humbly. She could only clench her teeth and climb up and survive by herself.
It's like entering a dead end, finding no way, but never coming out again.
But now Chu Zhi says she can turn back.
”How could it be... How could it be so easy...” Chu Xi cried.
Once many roads have gone, they can never turn back.
”Of course, as long as you want, you can live well and believe in yourself.”
At this time, Chu Xi's face was numb and confused, which was completely different from the delicate and vicious woman who killed her in her previous life.
It's a 12-year-old girl.
”What if... What if you can't ask?” Chu Xi's thin voice was soon dispersed by the cold wind, like asking Chu Zhi and himself.
”If you ask but can't, you don't have to force it. You should know that there is another saying in the world, which is called 'inadvertently inserting willows into shade'. You don't get the desired result in one thing, but God will give back to you and compensate you in another thing. The cycle of cause and effect in life is just that.”
Just like her previous life, she always wanted to explain to Gu Changyan and ask Gu Changyan to change her mind, including going to the battlefield in the back, but also for Gu Changyan.
Although Gu longed to get rid of her until her death, what she learned in the battlefield benefited her all her life. Many dignitaries around her helped her a lot.
Like Miss Meng, like a military doctor, like general Qi.
So you see, this is life. When you think about it, it's still beautiful.
This is the main reason why Chu Zhi revived his life and did not insist on revenge.
She is not tolerant, on the contrary, she is very small-minded and has a special hatred.
But she has long said that she has wasted a life in her last life. She doesn't want to be ignorant and mediocre in this life. She wants to live a little pursuit and value.
Chu Zhi also knows that if she let Chu Xi go this time, she may regret it, but she has no choice, because Chu Xi can't die, at least not in her hand, no matter how vicious Chu Xi is.
In fact, she is gambling, gambling a turn for the better. If she is soft hearted this time, it can make her and Chu Xi feel at peace in future life, which shows that her good intentions are worth it. If she loses the bet, she will not take another look at Chu Xi no matter what results she will get in the future. She can only say that Chu Xi will suffer and eat the consequences.