Chapter 19 (1/2)
”Even if the way I think of is my departure?”
Chu Jinyao lowered her head. After a moment, she said, ”yes.”
There was a terrible silence in the room. Chu Jinyao stared at the candle and dared not look at Qin Yi's face. Finally, she blinked, forced back the tears in her eyes, and said with a strong smile, ”we'll find another jade and try to transfer you. It's better than being trapped in one place for nothing! Besides, even if you have to leave me, what's the relationship? Anyway, you're an omnipotent jade pendant. You'll come back to see me in the future.”
Qin Yi was silent for a long time before slowly opening his mouth: ”I have asked people to look for this kind of jade.”
Chu Jinyao was stunned, and his eyes were still shining: ”ah?”
”When I find it, I'll let them buy it, regardless of the price.”
Chu Jinyao had understood. She felt a little uncomfortable and whispered, ”after that, you will go back with them, won't you?”
Qin Yi thought he was heartless, but he finally said, ”yes.”
Chu Jinyao felt in a trance. Not long ago, she was still arranging her life with Qin Yi, but now Qin Yi told her that he would leave soon. Chu Jinyao is a little confused. Qin Yi has been with her since she came home. She has long been used to asking Qin Yi any questions and saying anything to Qin Yi. It turned out that soon, she would become a person and face the gorgeous, deep and cold house door alone.
Chu Jinyao was depressed and Qin Yi didn't speak. They were speechless for a long time. This was the most unpleasant chat they had had since they met.
Chu Jinyao said it was false not to feel bad, but Qin Yi was leaving soon, and they could spend less and less time together. At this time, how could they use the cold war to consume the few time? Finally, Chu Jinyao said: ”It's a good thing that you can leave and go back to where you really should go. Now that you've asked someone else to find Yu for you, I think you'll get news soon. We don't know how long we can get along, but one day is another day, and we'll be more and more happy these days. I didn't have a good attitude towards you. Don't care. When you leave, I'll set up a longevity monument for you , I wish you an early success. ”
Qin Yi was hurt by Chu Jinyao's words, but when he heard the latter sentence, he woke up immediately.
”Don't you.” Qin Yi's voice revealed a strong sense of helplessness. What he was most worried about these days was that he couldn't return to his body, or his body had problems. Chu Jinyao also said that he would set up a monument for him and worship him every day... Qin Yi said: ”I appreciate your kindness. As for the monument, don't set it up. Don't do anything. It's enough to live here.”
”OK.” Chu Jinyao whispered, ”I will. You too.”
Qin Yi looked at Chu Jinyao's face in a trance and sad. He couldn't bear it. He said, ”it's late today. Stop writing and go to bed.”
Chu Jinyao shook her head: ”no, it's half written. It's always to be finished.”
Qin Yi looked at Chu Jinyao's wrists shaking and felt pity. He simply appeared and said, ”it's not right for you to hold the pen. Do this.” then he covered Chu Jinyao's hand and took her to write on the paper.
With Qin Yi's help, Chu Jinyao immediately saved a lot of effort. Qin Yi is still a soul. His hand is covered on the back of Chu Jinyao's hand. It is cool and empty. Chu Jinyao tilts her head slightly and can clearly see her own fingers through Qin Yi's hand.
Qin Yi suddenly squeezed Chu Jinyao's finger and glanced at her coolly: ”do you dare to be distracted?”
Chu Jinyao took back her sight and concentrated on writing. After a while, she still couldn't help asking, ”Qi Ze, are you so beautiful and smart after you become Jing?”
”Huh?”
”If you look good, don't mention it. You know everything about writing and poetry. Even these intrigues in the back house can't defeat you. Are you all like this? I suddenly want to be a monster.”
Qin Yi smiled. After laughing, he said faintly, ”you think too much. Not everyone is like this. It's just me. So, you'd better practice your calligraphy steadily.”
Chu Jinyao was silent for a long time and couldn't resist: ”you really... Think highly of yourself.”
”This is true.”