Chapter 923 (1/2)
I had no feelings for coco before, because she was born by Chu Xinlan, so I never thought that she would be close to me.
But today, I can feel it. She likes me very much. When she knows that I am not her mother, I can feel it. She is very disappointed.
I have never thought that one day, I will have a very complex psychology for a child from another family.
It's not about compassion. I just think coco needs a home.
I thought that after Chu Xinlan was put into the mental hospital, she would no longer target me, so I could live a lot of comfort. But when she walked out of my life, I found that she left me a more difficult problem to solve.
As for cocoa's future, Mo Yunqian and I are tacit.
Coco's current situation is sure to be arranged to the welfare home. If she is lucky, she may meet a good father to adopt her in the future. But if she is not lucky, she may also meet people with ulterior motives and hurt her.
Her future was at stake, and my heart ached at the thought that Coco's life might change dramatically.
Chu Xinlan and I have not been friends, but enemies since we knew each other.
She has done a lot of things against me and hurt me, such a woman, I should hate her, or maybe she has become what she is now, completely her own newspaper.
However, one thing I can't deny is that it was her husband who saved Mo Yunqian. Even though Mo Yunqian had other choices at the beginning, he happened to choose him.
After going back, I asked Mo Yunqian, ”do you really feel nothing when you see cocoa?”
Mo Yunqian always shows his indifference and disdain to outsiders, even if he is a child.
It's just that after watching coco today, his look is moving.
Asked by me, Mo Yunqian tightly pursed her lips: ”No.”
When I saw that he was trying to stop talking, I asked again, ”I don't want to hear lies. I have no prejudice against coco, so I don't want you to lie to me just to take care of my feelings.”
Listening to me, Mo Yunqian sighed heavily.
”Well, I admit, coco is a child that hurts me.” Mo Yunqian looked at me helplessly and said.
After all, this child also called Mo Yunqian's father when he was a child. In the past, Mo Yunqian had no feelings for her. After all, Chu Xinlan was still OK at that time. He met coco once in a while, and his mind would not be on a child.
Later, because of me, Mo Yunqian intended to alienate Chu Xinlan and coco, let alone have any feelings.
After watching cocoa today, I suddenly had a feeling that maybe this child really has predestination with us. We are not familiar with her, but she seems to be able to talk to us easily and is very close to us.
And that led me to other ideas.
I think I should go to the mental hospital to see Chu Xinlan again.
Chen Yuhai brought me indelible shadow, but Chu Xinlan's spirit was completely destroyed by him.
I had planned to go to the mental hospital the next day to see her again, but in the middle of the night, when I was sleeping soundly, Mo Yunqian came.
”Wei Ran, wake up.” His voice was soft, but it woke me up.
I opened my sleepy eyes, and my head was still a little confused.
”What can I do for you? It's not light yet. ” I said something vaguely.
Mo Yunqian tightly pursed his lips, but his expression was not very good. He said, ”just now the mental hospital called me, Chu Xinlan, she She killed herself. ”
Like a bolt from the blue, I sat up.
See my reaction is so big, Mo Yunqian's voice is a little low: ”clean up, let's go and lie down together.”
I put on my clothes in a hurry. After a while, Mo Yunqian drove me to the mental hospital with me.
I didn't see the scene of Chu Xinlan being found after suicide, but I heard people inside say that when she died, she had a plastic bag on her head, and her room was in a mess. She smothered herself alive.
Such a death must be extremely painful. I almost dare not even try it, but she can do it without hesitation. Maybe Chen Yuhai's injury to her is even more painful than the process of her slow death.
I'm sorry I didn't see her for the last time before she died, but the nurse in the mental hospital took a letter to me.
”Miss Wen, this is found under Miss Chu's pillow. The letter is for you.”
I took the letter and typed it.
Just looking at the beginning, my eyes turned red.
Her first sentence was, ”sorry Wen ran, I shouldn't have let the devil Chen Yuhai stare at you.”
I never thought that Chu Xinlan would realize her mistakes.
It never occurred to me that she would apologize to me before she decided to commit suicide.Her handwriting is neat and her handwriting is beautiful. I think she must be very conscious when writing this letter.
She said that she was not afraid of death, but she was afraid that coco would not be cared for after she died.
She added that she had to die. She had no ability to take care of coco. She could not be cured. Coco would only be hurt with her.
Seeing her writing these words, my heart is very sour, very depressed.