Chapter 513 (1/2)
I was staring at Lin Boyuan, and everything seemed like a dream!
”Boyuan, don't make such a joke with me!”
However, in the face of my words, Lin Boyuan looked serious, his eyes burning: ”Wei Ran, do you really think I'm joking with you?”
Yeah, he doesn't look like a joke at all!
”Boyuan, we are friends. I don't want you to gamble on your lifelong happiness in order to sympathize with me or feel guilty!”
Once, because of escaping from Mo Yunqian, I married Lu Shaofan.
But that marriage let me understand a truth, if you don't love that person, don't delay his happiness!
Lin Baiyuan shook his head in a funny way.
”My happiness? Wei Ran, you know, I once had a marriage. After divorce, I also wanted to look for the happiness that really belonged to me, but after searching for so many years, I still couldn't find it! ”
Lin Boyuan's eyes twinkled with dim light.
Suddenly, he held my hand tightly.
”You see, you are a sad man, and I have been unable to find a suitable person for myself. Why don't we get married and give each other a harbor? At least when you are injured, you still have a place to go!”
At the moment, my mind constantly comes up with the scene of Mo Yunqian and that woman together.
They look really warm and happy, but I seem to be abandoned by the whole world, Lin Boyuan has become my last straw!
”Boyuan, do you love me?”
I looked at him a little bit self religiously.
Lin Baiyuan looked at me with heavy eyes. He was silent.
Love?
Of course, love, but he has been afraid to love, know that love her, will only give her trouble, and even destroy the friendship between them, so he has been hiding the feelings in his heart.
”Boyuan, marriage is not a joke! I am already very painful, I can't let you accompany me to suffer together, you know? ”
Seeing what I said, Lin Baiyuan said with a smile: ”what are you thinking? You want to ask me if I love you, there is love between friends, I love you, love you as a friend! If it wasn't for me, maybe you and Mo Yunqian would not miss the two years. Maybe you would have found your happiness already! ”
Hearing what Lin Boyuan said, I shook my head ironically.
”Not because of you! If he can't wait for two years, even if I was with him at the beginning, maybe in the end we will end up in a tragic way! ”
Once, in order to escape, in order to have someone to love me, I selfishly agreed to Lu Shaofan's proposal and married him, but from the beginning to the end, I never gave him my love. In the end, we ended up in a divorce!
Today's Lin Boyuan, like the second Lu Shaofan, the only difference is that Lin Boyuan doesn't love me, and I'm most grateful for this!
”In the past two years, although my body has suffered heavy damage, I have always let myself live in a positive and optimistic state. Bo Yuan, the people who give me hope are not only Mo Yunqian and Sihan, but also you. It is you who accompany me every day, encourage me to help me, so that I can face the world with a smile every day! Mo Yunqian got married. It really destroyed all my faith in him, but I didn't have the motivation to live without him. I'm not that naive ghost who was confused by love for a long time
Mo Yunqian made me feel heartbreak, pain, collapse.
However, such two years of suffering I have survived, I once thought that I may not be a normal person, but now I do!
I reached out to Lin Boyuan.
He supported me, and I stood up.