Chapter 337 (1/2)
This time I was able to eat safely.
I sat face to face with Lin Boyuan. When we were having dinner, Lin Boyuan suddenly looked at me and said, ”you are alone now. Have you considered looking for another one?”
I shook my head in amusement at his question.
”No, no interest.”
Lin Baiyuan frowned slightly at my reply.
”You're only in your early thirties, and you're beautiful. Are you going to give up the whole forest for the sake of a mo Yunqian?”
All of a sudden, I heard Lin Boyuan say this, and I couldn't help laughing.
”What is giving up the whole forest? Dr. Lin, when did you even play such a joke? If those little nurses in your department heard that, they would be surprised
Seeing what I said, Lin Baiyuan sighed with a smile, and then he had dinner with me.
After eating in silence for a long time, I immediately raised my head and looked at him and said, ”in fact, you have just heard Xu Xueli say that I can't have children, so what's the use of a beautiful woman like me? No man wants to go home with a woman who can't have children? And I'll take Sihan with me
Maybe you don't like it when you hear it
When he said that, I laughed ironically.
”Lin Boyuan, I really admire you. Even such a good man can imagine it. In my case, it's not that there are no men. Even if there are some, it's just a man with children who lives with me. But I don't want to live with others. Even if my own conditions are worse, I don't want to! You know, my ex husband Lu Shaofan, when we were together, he spoiled me to heaven. I thought that was happiness. However, even though he was so good, I still didn't love him. Fortunately, later I knew that he was good to me for a reason, but it made me feel less guilty. ”
Seeing what I said, Lin Baiyuan looked at me with some heartache.
”Wei Ran, you are a woman. Women are born to be cared for by men.”
When he said this, his eyes were burning at me, which made me a little uncomfortable.
”No, I used to think so. I wanted to find someone to rely on, but after a long time, I found that if the person you are looking for is not the one you love, then after a long time, your psychology will gradually change. It is like living in a gorgeous palace, but I am not happy at all. I am more looking forward to the free sky, even if I am The rest of life may not be as good as it should be. ”
When I said these words, I felt ridiculous myself.
Lin Baiyuan looked at me in a daze. Suddenly he lowered his head and said with a laugh: ”I didn't expect that you are still very arrogant!”
On hearing this, I shrugged her shoulders. ”I've experienced too much, so I've learned a lot. Before, I thought I could do with a lot of things, including love, including marriage. But later, I enjoyed a happy marriage, but there was another person hidden in my heart. That feeling often tore me up, made me sad, and made me unable to make a choice. Later, I knew that It's about dealing with the sequelae, which hurts yourself and others. ”
I didn't think that one day I would talk to Lin Boyuan about these things. Maybe my friends are too few, so when I have friends, I will tell him about me.
Lin Boyuan is a good person, and he is suitable for a good person, but that person will not be me, nor should it be me.
”If you really think so, then I can only wish you, I wish you one day, your heart can get rid of that person's entanglement, then, you can go to like another person, so you don't have to make do with it.”
Hearing what he said, I immediately laughed at him.
”I love to hear that, you say it very well!”
After a meal, Lin Boyuan and I walked out of the canteen.