Chapter 258 (1/2)

I sat up from the bed.

One side of the scene is Lu Shaofan worried eyes, and that complex vision.

He knows. He knows everything.

He knew that I couldn't bear it. He knew that I had done something he shouldn't have forgiven.

”Wei Ran You lie down and have a rest. Don't move about... ”

He asked me to lie down and rest, but at this time, how can I lie down and rest?

I opened his hand and got out of bed in a hurry!

This is the ward of the hospital. I ran into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I couldn't help but widen my eyes.

My neck, my chest and my whole body are covered with blue and purple traces, all of which show that what happened to me and Mo Yunqian is not a dream, it is real!

”No No.... ”

I looked at myself in the mirror, tears streaming down my face.

”Why is that so?”

At this moment, I feel my body is very dirty and dirty.

Lu Shaofan came in and hugged me in his arms.

”Wei Ran, don't do this, it's not your fault!”

When I heard him say that, I cried harder.

”No Wrong, why can't I control myself

Even though I was drugged, I still remember clearly that I was so debauched and disgusted in bed.

However, all that is not what I want!

I don't want to be like that myself!

Lu Shaofan hugged me tightly.

”Wei Ran, don't be so excited. The medicine is too strong to be controlled by ordinary people. Moreover, if you don't do that, your heart will be hard to bear the effect of that drug, and your life will be in danger!”

In my ear is Lu Shaofan's voice to dissuade me, but even if my life is in danger, I still can't bear such a result.

”Shaofan, I'm sorry I'm sorry! I have asked them to call you, I have

As I speak, I let my tears flow freely.

Seeing my crazy appearance, Lu Shaofan tightly encircled me in his arms.

”I know, I know! He said, he told me, but if I knew, I would choose to do it, because nothing is more important than your life

Hearing Lu Shaofan say so, my heart is still sad.

In the mirror, I seem to be so broken.

Even if, even if I have such a person in my heart, but I clearly know what I should do, what should not be done!

I am Lu Shaofan's wife, we are a family, but I have made such a thing, how can I face Lu Shaofan again in the future? I can't even face Sihan.

”Shaofan, I'm dirty, I'm dirty...”

My mouth keeps saying such words, but Lu Shaofan has been comforting me.

”Wei Ran, don't say any more. I don't blame you. I just hate and hate myself. Why did someone prescribe medicine to you! I hate that Wenya keeps looking for people to chat with me so that I can't find you. What's more, she even delays the music of the dance, that is, she doesn't let me go to find you when I'm ready to dance! ”

It's gentle. It's gentle medicine.

But gentle, she is my sister!

I don't know what to do. I know that even if my body is washed clean, but what happened with Mo Yunqian doesn't mean it hasn't happened.

I looked at Lu Shaofan, pale and hoarse.

”Shaofan, if you feel uncomfortable and you dislike it, you can divorce me. It doesn't matter. I don't want anything from you. Sihan, I'll take it away. We won't ask for any money from you. It's my fault that I did something wrong.”

When I said this, I was a bit incoherent, to be precise, I didn't even know what I was talking about.

However, when Lu Shaofan heard me say these words, his face gushed too much heartache.

”I'm sorry, Wei Ran, I'm sorry! I don't hate you. I don't want to divorce you! And did you forget? Sihan is our child. I have never regarded him as an outsider. I just want to have a good life with three of us

Listening to what he said, I was speechless.

Because I found that I was really not worthy of Lu Shaofan.

Not only my body, but also my heart.

At this moment, I know clearly, I don't love him, I even did not love him!

With him just because of habit, just because I want to find someone to rely on, also just because I don't want to live that lonely life again.

But at that time, I was just pregnant. I was afraid that the child would not have a father. I was afraid that I could not take care of my child by myself.So Lu Shaofan gave me everything I needed. He gave me a home, gave me a stable life, and even raised my children as his children.

In the heart of guilt, pressure I can hardly breathe.

I can't even find a vent.

Even if I had a relationship with Mo Yunqian, I hate only myself, but I don't hate Mo Yunqian.

I know, their psychological more and more abnormal, but in this abnormal, I can not get out.

Every day and night, I have nightmares. I start to be afraid of light, everything bright, even Sihan.

”Wei Ran, have a meal. Come on, I'll feed you!”

It was Lu Shaofan's voice. He said that he fed me to eat.

I looked up at him.

It's him. It's the man who gave me a home.

However, I did something sorry for him, I cheated, my body no longer belongs to him, my heart does not love him.

What am I going to do? How can I make up for him?

What does he want from me?

I opened my mouth and ate everything in the spoon he handed me.

After seeing me all finished, Lu Shaofan kisses my forehead with a smile.

”What a lovely day

He praised me and he kissed me.

At night, we sleep in a bed, and Lu Shaofan hugs my body tightly.

He seems to have something wrong with him today. He kisses my lips, so does he want my body?

I responded to his kiss and began to help him solve his physical desire.

Perhaps as he said, he does not dislike me, whether it is my body, or I do not love him.

So I took the initiative to give him my own body, but at the critical moment, Lu Shaofan stopped me.

”Wei Ran, you should be sober. Do you know what we are doing now?”