Chapter 148 (2/2)
I really don't know how to say it. I just didn't think that Lu Shaofan did it for such a reason.
In the face of my incoherence, Lu Shaofan sighed helplessly.
”You don't have to say, I have already regretted doing that. If I didn't, maybe we could have a more stable life. But because of what I did, Mo Yunqian was in a hurry. When he came, I was flustered.”
Lu Shaofan is very frank with me about his feelings in the heart.
I didn't expect him to say that he was flustered. He was such an excellent person, but he just got flustered because of the arrival of Mo Yunqian.
”Shaofan, do you know why Mo Yunqian and I have been entangled for so long, why have we not come together?”
Xu did not expect that I would suddenly ask such a question. Lu Shaofan's expression showed a trace of perplexity.
Looking at him, I continued: ”he and I clearly love each other, but we can't be together. In fact, the biggest reason is not because of other people's problems, but because Mo Yunqian and I no longer trust each other. Two people who love each other, but do not trust each other. When I am with him, we will only suspect each other and torture each other. Do you understand?”
Suddenly, I heard Lu Fan's words.
He is a smart man. He knows why I want to analyze the things between me and Mo Yunqian and tell him. I don't care whether he will be hurt because I say I love Mo Yunqian. But if I don't say something, he will never be at ease.
The car drove all the way to my home. When I got off, Lu Shaofan helped me open the door, and then, as usual, held my hand.
”Just now, I was thinking all the way about how I should deal with Mo Yunqian so that he would not tempt you. But later, your words suddenly seemed to pour cold water on my head.”He said this with a smile on his face.
He lowered his head gently and kissed me on the forehead.
”How lucky I am to be able to marry my beloved woman home. I am so lucky to be Sihan's father. You are right. Trust is actually the most basic and important foundation for two people to get along with each other. If I don't believe you will stay with me at all, my suspicions and panic will push you away from me like Mo Yunqian at the beginning.”
He heard and understood what I was saying.
At the moment, I pinched his nose.
”I said, our general manager Lu is so excellent, how can he not believe his charm so much?”
Then I put my head on his chest again.
”What's the matter of love or not? I just want to be with you for the rest of my life. I just want to live a stable life with you and Sihan. As for Mo Yunqian, I hope from the bottom of my heart that he will never appear in front of me.”
When I said these words, I was about to retreat from Lu Shaofan's arms, but Lu Shaofan held me tightly.
”Can you hold it a little longer?”
Hearing him say so, I look slightly a meal, and then jokingly said: ”this is home door, how can there be so reluctant at home?”
However, when I finished these words, Lu Shaofan hugged me more tightly.
”I believe you will not leave me, since you also hope that he will never appear in front of you, then, Wei Ran, can you also believe me once, I want to use my method to drive him away, perhaps my method may make you feel unhappy, but please believe that I do that really just want to let him die completely and leave my life completely!”