Chapter 144 (1/2)
It's just that I don't know what happened. When Lu Shaofan and I ate noodles, there was something wrong with eating the painting style.
I picked up a piece of beef and looked at him and said, ”open your mouth!”
Originally, he resisted eating beef, but when he saw this scene, he opened his mouth happily, and then I put the beef into his mouth.
However, this time, he was very delicious to eat.
Seeing his appearance, I couldn't help laughing: ”I said, are you a child? If you want to eat it for me, I'll feed you, but you'll eat it
Hearing this, Lu Shaofan looked at me gently, and his face still had a faint smile.
”That's not the same. This is the first time you've fed me.”
Suddenly heard this, my heart suddenly trembled.
As a matter of fact, we are just like a little couple who just fell in love with each other just like a newly married couple who have always had a very close relationship.
Thinking of these, my heart suddenly flustered, the chopsticks that I had held in my hand also fell to the ground.
I subconsciously bent down to pick it up, Lu Shaofan also went to pick it up, but his hand suddenly took my hand.
My heart beat violently between my four eyes.
I can feel the change between Lu Shaofan and me. I didn't mean to. Because I live together every day, sometimes I feel too familiar and don't care too much. However, no matter what the change is, I know very well that I can't fall in love with another man in my life.
However, at this moment, there is another voice in my heart telling me that I am Lu Shaofan's wife, and I should be a wife's responsibility. What if I don't love? Even if it is not love, but I am his wife, and he is so kind to me, I have nothing to repay him, so if he wants, I shouldn't resist him, shouldn't I?
But even if I think like this, my heart is still resistant and nervous.
His lips came closer and closer, and I was so nervous that I could not help but close my eyes for fear.
However, the expected kiss did not, but Lu Shaofan's voice came from his ear.
”Are you afraid?”
Suddenly heard this, I subconsciously opened my eyes, but see his face has been far away from me.
For a moment, I felt relieved, but I felt embarrassed.
”I I didn't... ”
I denied it, but I was really scared.
Seeing my hesitation, Lu Shaofan suddenly made an effort, and he held me in his arms.
”Wei Ran, I said, I won't force you to do anything, even if you don't love me! Indeed, as a man, I don't have no desire, but what I hope is that if you figure it out, you think you can accept the relationship with me, then we can do it naturally. But if you don't want to, I can restrain myself, and I can wait for you, even for a lifetime. ”
Suddenly, I heard him say that, my eyes suddenly red.
”Little sail I'm sorry, I'm just not ready. ”
I have been trying to convince myself that since I have decided to live with Lu Shaofan all my life, one day, we should all live like normal husband and wife.