Chapter 133 (1/2)

The life in Provence is very comfortable.

Lu Shaofan not only owns a lavender manor here, but also has a winery nearby.

Here, the most famous are lavender and red wine.

Lu Shaofan gave up his career in China, but he was busy doing wine business here.

However, the life here is different from that in China. Most of his life is quite leisurely, and the affairs in the winery are mostly left to the staff at the bottom.

During my ten months of pregnancy, I had a terrifying life almost every day, and I often had nightmares in the middle of the night in thunderstorms.

Because I have lost a child, I still have a big shadow in my heart. I am afraid that my child will not be able to keep it.

Every time I have a nightmare, I wake up in a scream.

Lu Shaofan's sleep is very shallow. Whenever he hears something moving here, he will come to talk with me and comfort me to sleep.

However, my situation is becoming more and more serious. It is not only easy to have nightmares at night, but also often fall into a state of depression during the day, and the whole person has lost weight.

”Wei Ran, if you are so thin, you won't be able to eat. I'm worried that the child can't absorb nutrition. I've made an appointment with a psychologist for you. If you want to be good for your child, listen to me. Tomorrow's psychologist will come and have a good look at it, OK?”

Lu Shaofan feels that my mood is not right these days. In fact, I also feel it myself. I avoid seeing a psychologist, but Lu Shaofan reminds me.

For the sake of the baby in my stomach, I think I still need to watch it.

I look at Lu Shaofan and smile faintly.

”Good.”

It's just a short word, but I don't want to say any more.

Seeing me like this, Lu Shaofan's eyes are all worried.

In fact, I don't want to worry Lu Shaofan, but I'm in a bad mood.

In the evening, I ate a few porridge and I couldn't eat it. My stomach kept rolling.

Seeing my appearance, Lu Shaofan's face was full of anxiety.

After I vomited everything I ate in the evening, Lu Shaofan helped me sit on the sofa.

”The child is still young, so it is normal to have such a reaction. However, Wei Ran, you must promise me not to always think about things or to live with yourself. Now you can live the life you want. If you can't get out of the past, all your efforts to escape from him are in vain.”

Lu Shaofan, he can see everything.

Indeed, even if I came here, my heart still can't put down the past.

In particular, I still have mo Yunqian's child in my stomach. The existence of this child reminds me all the time, and reminds me all the time. There is such a person hidden in my heart that I can't forget.

I can't help but blush at the thought of him.

There is resentment and hatred in my heart.

But these resentments did not exist before I left Mianyang City. After I came to Provence, my mood was gradually enlarged, and my mentality gradually became pessimistic.

I was silent, did not speak, see me like this, Lu Shaofan tightly pursed his lips, and finally sighed and held me in his arms.

”Sometimes I really hate myself. Why are I brothers with him? But I have no way to make you fall in love with me. If you love me, you must be happy now.”