Chapter 48： Am i a jerk? (2/2)
”Then you should cherish it carefully.” Rachel smiled lightly, patted Fear of Jessica's shoulder, and stood up: ”I went to the bathroom and lost my company.”
Jessica looked at Rachel's back, and said firmly in her heart, I will cherish it.
After a day of shooting, I rehearsed a two-hour dance at night. Rachel returned to her hotel room. She sat at her desk and looked at the laptop screen with some photos open. She and Wang Yang played in Chicago Photos taken at the time. In the picture at this time, Wang Yang stood at the Navy Pier with open hands and a broad smile.
Rachel looked at it for a while, and then clicked the next one. This photo was taken by a passerby. She and Wang Yang laughed together and wanted to fight each other. Thinking of those happy memories, Rachel couldn't help but smile. She clicked on the next and next pictures again, the smile on her face gradually faded, and the best was calm.
Maybe it's time to let go of these things! Rachel felt her heart hurt. She held the mouse and selected all the pictures in the folder. She had to click to delete. Her index finger held the left button of the mouse, but she could n’t press it. She gritted her teeth and seemed to be determined.
At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door and faintly heard Wang Yang's voice: ”Rachel, are you there?”
Rachel was stunned for a moment. She turned to look at the door. The knock on the door rang again. She sighed, closed the folder, and got up to walk to open the door. Outside the door was Wang Yang. Rachel felt very upset and asked, ”Yang, what's the matter?”
Wang Yang looked at her with a smile and said, ”I just want to say sorry to you. I couldn't find a chance to say it today.” Rachel shrugged. ”Sorry what? This is just work, I'm not angry.” Wang Yang Nodded, yes, it ’s just work, no big deal, he did n’t know what he wanted to apologize. Today he saw Rachel ’s sad look, which pierced into his heart like a thorn, letting He was uncomfortable.
He shook his head again and said, ”No, Rachel, I still have to say something, I'm sorry.”
”I know, so is there anything else?” Rachel said flatly, holding the door handle from beginning to end, as if she was ready to close the door at any time.
”Uh.” Wang Yang couldn't think of anything else. He had to say, ”No,” he would close the door when he saw Rachel. He couldn't help shouting, ”Wait!” Rachel stopped and looked at him. ” What's wrong, say good night? ”Wang Yang wiped her forehead helplessly when she heard her mocking tone, saying:” Yes, I want to say good night. ”Seeing Rachel shut the door without saying” Good night ” , He sighed and said, ”Rachel, I don't understand, why don't you talk to me anymore?”
In the past, on the phone and msn, they always talked happily, talked about various topics, and exchanged their views, but recently, except for work, Rachel will say well, the tone of other times It was always faint, without the pleasant atmosphere of conversation that he had before. He asked Rachel to talk about the movie and talk about everything. She was always 'oh, is it', and then ended dullly.
Rachel smiled suddenly and said softly, ”Yang, you understand, some things are different.”
Some things are different. Wang Yang fell silent. He knew this. He knew that some things had changed, but could he stop talking from now on? He thought a bit capriciously and said, ”Rachel, I don't understand. Are we not good friends? Do good friends only have work to talk about?”
”No, good friends can talk about many things.” Rachel shrugged and asked, frowning again: ”So good, what do you want to talk about, Yang?” She looked at Wang Yang angrily and said quickly: ” Movie? Drama? Song and dance? Literature? ”-Rachel, I watched” Count of Monte Cristo ”yesterday-,” Rachel, I thought of a great idea ”,” Rachel, do you know ”, Rui Autumn, Rachel, Rachel! She said with a trembling voice: ”Why ask me to say this, I don't want to say it, okay?” ”
Wang Yang was stunned. Rachel took a deep breath and spread her hands in amusement, saying, ”Are you the only one of my friends? Why look for me? Why look for me?”
”I” Wang Yang was speechless, he had many friends, why did he find Rachel? He did n’t know, he just felt very happy when chatting with Rachel. Whenever he read the book and saw the excitement, or had any ideas, he wanted to talk to someone, he would always find Rachel, and Rachel knew what he was saying What, there is a tacit agreement between them, making him dare to be very comfortable.
Seeing his embarrassed face, Rachel felt a pain in her heart. She gritted her teeth and said, ”Yang, do you know? This caused me a lot of trouble.” She looked at Wang Yang's eyes and said blankly. : ”I don't know what you think, what do you want? Tell me, Yang, what do you want? A female friend who can talk to each other and talk about hobbies and interests?” She exhaled uncomfortably ~~ Xiang Yuan shook his head and said, ”I can't do it, it's not my duty. My life is completely disrupted by you, Yang, what do you want?”
”Rachel, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.” Wang Yang was ashamed and blushing. His thoughts were too selfish. He thought he could continue as before, but hurt the girl. Seeing Rachel's flushed eyes, he said uncomfortably: ”Sorry, Rachel, I'm really sorry.”
Rachel took another deep breath, with hot eyes, and said, ”This doesn't need to say sorry, no need to raise, good night, I'm going to sleep.” She said, she slammed the door shut and her heart burst for a while Feeling of suffocation, leaning against the door weakly, Wang Yang's shame, embarrassment, and somehow good looks lingered in front of her eyes, she suppressed her breath and muttered: ”Yang, I'm sorry I can not do it.”
The door slammed shut. Wang Yang covered his face with both hands, closed his eyes, and unnaturally grabbed his hair, gently said: ”Am I an asshole?”
He threw a fist on the wall with his fist, and then walked to the side of the elevator for a few steps. He looked back sensitively at the other side of the corridor, and no one left quickly.
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