25 Chapter 26: Rage (1/2)
No matter how hard I try to remember, nothing comes up. My previous life was empty, having been homeschooled most of my life and only introduced to high-school after turning 14 made me a very socially awkward person.
More like I wasn't able to interact properly with kids my age. Adults, people who knew me would always say, things like 'He's so smart' or 'Wow, I wish my kids were like this' But honestly, I hated it.
More like, I hated my self. I wasn't very good at making friends, Even when I'd go to the park to play with kids my age, I'd always somehow manage to annoy them. Even now I can't remember why.
Eventually, I stopped trying. The only people who were actually close to me were my cousins and uncle. Aunty was always a bit quiet, but she deeply cared for us. My 2 cousins who were in their 20s were like older siblings to me.
Honestly, I lived with uncle and aunty by myself but my cousins would occasionally visit. It was thanks to them that only recently at school I started interacting with people more often and I felt as if I had finally made a friend.
Now that I think back, I may not have been depressed, but I was pretty lonely at school. I thought if I studied hard, my parents would be proud of me and I'd be accepted into society. So I studied, and studied, and studied.
Sure it was stressful, but as long as I thought about what it would result in, my drive continued to grow, and as I was living at the best I ever had, it was then that I lost it all. A car accident, just like my parents. Ironic, isn't it?
When I first came to this world. I met Ariel, I didn't have any trouble talking with her, and back then I wasn't sure why, hell I'm not even sure now. But since we've met she's continued to amaze me. She works hard, faces her fears. She did things I wasn't ever able to do in my past life.
The more time I spent with her, the more I realised how fun it was to have someone close to you, experiencing many new things with you. Because of her I never felt alone in this world.
I guess she was like my first true friend? I might've had one in the past, but I can't remember.
I always wanted to ask her why she would sacrifice herself for me? A stranger she's recently met.
Seeing Ariel, nearly die. Seeing the same powerless feeling return, the fact that I wasn't able to do anything. I felt something inside me snap
”I'll kill you...” I muttered
The spider let out a loud shriek as it noticed me approaching
”Hey spider, do you know what that feeling is called? The feeling where all your hope is crushed? That feeling is called despair. I've felt it quite a few times in my life, especially after my parent's death. I wonder what sort of sounds you'll let out, once I crush your hope.” I said
”What's wrong? Are you tired?” I asked
The spider let out another shriek as it tried to stab me with its right front leg. But I also evaded it by slightly jumping forward
”Be quiet.” I said as I wordlessly cast 'Magnum Ventus'
2 of the 10 Magic stones I got from Ariel, were broken and in that instant, An insane amount of wind pressure cit off the spider's front leg. Shortly After the spider let out a shriek which was different from the others. It was a shriek of pain
”This could have been avoided,” I said as I wordlessly cast Magnum Ventus Again
Another two magic stones were broken and I had cut another right leg. The spider who was having difficulty balancing its body let out another shriek of pain as it had both of its front legs and only had 3 legs remaining. There were 2 on the right side left and 1 on the left.
”Do you get it? I'm purposely leaving your only left leg intact, so I can see you struggle. I could've killed you at any moment. But I won't instead I'll hear your screams of pain as I continue to dismember you.” I Said as I wordlessly cast another 'Magnum Ventus'
Another two magic stones were broken and I had cut another of its right leg. The spider let out another shriek of pain as it only had one leg remaining on each side of its body, it could barely balance its body.
”Oh, what's wrong? Did you drop a coin? It looks like you're having a little trouble standing up, need a hand?” I asked as I raised my hand
Above it, a Small blue flame appeared. The size increased Considerably after 1 Magic stone broke.
”John! Stop!” Said Serena as she hugged
When did she get here?
”Let go.” I coldly said
”No... It's enough john. Just stop...”
”What are you talking about? We need to kill that thing. It hurt Ariel!” I shouted
Serena continued to hold on without letting go
”I know, I'm angry too, but you need to calm down John. If you keep going like this, you won't be able to return!” Shouted Serena as tears started to flow down her face
”Boss, why didn't you let me purify that kid?” Asked the priest
”What are you talking about?” asked the red-haired lady
”The kid, I'm sure you noticed the dark miasma around him. He was cursed by a monster.” Said the priest
”Shut up and watch.” Said the red-haired lady
”What are you talking about I'm ca- Huh... What's going on with me... Why am I crying..?” I asked as tears began to stream down my face
The giant Ignis which was formed above my right shoulder slowly began to disappear
”It's alright john... Ariel's fine now... ” Said Serena as she stroked my head
As my anger began to slip away, I was overcome by the emotion of sadness and joy
”What... Happened to me..?” I asked as tears streamed down my face
”I'll explain later...” Serena muttered as she continued to hug me
”That kid, the miasma, it disappeared... he managed to get rid of the curse on his own!” Said the priest
”If that kid wants to get far as an adventurer, He can't let a weak curse manipulate his mind. Now, I suppose it's my turn to head in.” Said the-red haired lady as she lept towards us
She reached us in barely any time at all.
”Hey kid, you did well getting rid of the curse. Leave the rest to us.” Said the red-haired lady as she patted me on the head