Chapter 53 - 53 (1/2)
”To be honest, Sir, I'm not sure where I stand anymore. I thought I was your sub, yet every time I turn around you have to run off. Then I find out you're sending flowers to Madam Witch. And last but not least, I see you pulling up with her hanging all over you with a shining new ring. Well, all my expectations flew out the window and it became obvious that I WAS sharing you. I'm sorry, Sir. But I just can't be that type of woman. I may be submissive but I'm not an idiot. I want a one-woman man or Dom as the case has turned out.”
”What are you talking about?!”He shouted.
”I'm sorry, Sir. But I don't think I can continue with you if I can't trust that I'm the only woman you are dominating. I've never been good at sharing,” I tried to joke.
Instead of laughing, I ended up letting out a little sob. I heard the door behind me close and saw Jordan standing there. I turned my back on him unwilling to have yet another man see me cry.
”Listen to me very carefully, little sub. Because if you do not hear me, there will be hell to pay when I get back. Do you understand?”Reed growled in my ear.
”Yes,” I whispered.
I was trying hard to ignore the fact that Jordan was wandering around the office leaving me feeling slightly uncomfortable since I was sure this was a conversation best had alone.
”I have not, nor will I ever, cheat on a woman that I've made a commitment to. When I signed that contract that was a major fucking commitment. I know my wife is in the picture right now. But I can assure you it is only temporary and my commitment to her was over a long time ago. Now, it's just paperwork,” he insisted.
I felt the clamp ease around my heart slightly as I heard the certainty in his voice. I could not help believing him.
”Promise?”I whispered.
”I'm not used to having my word questioned, Amiliana.”He growled.
Wow, I've never had anyone besides my parents use my full name. But it had always sounded like that, a subtle reminder that I was crossing the line, I flushed feeling chastised.
”But seeing as you are new to all of this. I'm going to take it easy on you. I give you my word that you are and will be the only one I want,” he swore.
I smiled through my tears as I heard the exasperation in it, and I wished with my whole heart that he was here right now.
”Does that alleviate your worry?”
”Some, Sir,” I said honestly.
I heard him curse on the other end.
”Put Jordan on,” he growled.