225 Lin Zhou: The Truth 3 (1/2)
”Ha... what's the use of telling you? You are just a pampered daughter of the Left Prime Minister. I don't mind taking your place. Even though I live a life full of pain, at least, I don't need to care about the daily expenses. Yes, I'm that vain! Besides, you always treat me nicely. But this poison and his treatment toward me... are the last straw!” Han Xiang said in anger.
”What kind of poison?” Xiao Fang asked weakly.
”I don't know! I already tried to find several famous doctors secretly, but no one was able to help me! I could only survive with the antidote that he gave me!” Han Xiang became more and more agitated. Han Xiang actually never had someone to talk about this, so when the chance came, she couldn't stop herself from pouring her heart out. ”If I have known beforehand, I wouldn't be in this predicament ah~!”
”That's why I have to convince myself that I hate you! If there was no you, I would be able to leave my own life. The princess title becomes nothing in my eyes! Now... I have to listen to his beck and call!” Han Xiang added with hatred. She gripped her own hands tightly until it bleed due to her own nails.
After the dam had been broken, it seemed like everything poured out of Han Xiang's mouth in mumble jumble sequences. ”If I didn't convince myself to hate you, I wouldn't survive because of my conscience... The more hatred that I feel for you, the better! It justifies the things that I had done toward you and also... there are still many more things that he wanted me to do that will definitely hurt you more! I need to keep my sanity to survive!”
Xiao Fang could see the guilt and the hatred in between her words, somehow... it made her feel pity toward her. She could have walked different path by trusting her, but it seemed like she tried to justify everything that she did by throwing the blame at Xiao Fang's body. Xiao Fang couldn't bear to hear it... It seemed like their relationship had already reached the phase where it was irreparable.
”So, you hate me now?” Xiao Fang asked. She was giving Han Xiang a last chance, if she didn't say hate... then she would forget everything and start over. She determined to find a way to help Han Xiang.
However, after listening to her answer, her heart turned cold and Xiao Fang was in despair. It seemed like the hatred had been embedded deep within Han Xiang's heart.
”Yes! I hate you! I hope that you will die along with your family! On what basis, for you to have everything good for yourself? What about me? You gave me a title but you are the one who enjoys being pampered by the Left Prime Minister's family. I will ruin you and your family! I want to get revenge!” Han Xiang said in a sinister voice.
A lot of hatred were poured when Han Xiang said that. Even in her dream state, she managed to sit up and try to throttle Xiao Fang which made the latter become scared. The trio who had been waiting outside quickly went inside the room. They saw the chaos and Yao Ling quickly pierced Han Xiang's acupuncture point to calm her down. It seemed like her heart and mind had been disturbed greatly by the conversation.
They heard everything but they didn't dare to say anything. Yao Ling merely asked, ”Her condition isn't quite stable now. Do you want to talk more with her? I can give you a little bit of time.” She wanted to know whether Xiao Fang needed to talk about something else with Han Xiang or not.
Xiao Fang laughed while tears pouring out of her eyes. ”I don't even know what I want to ask her! Everything that she said... makes my heart bleed. What else I should know about? Her condemn? Her hatred? Her unreasonable jealousy? I indeed exchange place with her, but I also stumbled upon a loving family by chance...”
The trio looked at each other and knew that the woman was feeling hurt. Yao Ling needed to pay attention to Han Xiang's condition because there was a side effect for the medicine and only her could handle it. She had no time to pay attention to Xiao Fang or comfort her because this was a critical moment for Han Xiang. Yao Ling needed to stabilize her condition first.