Chapter 19 What they call love (1/2)

I wasn't able to sleep well last night. I was tossing and turning in my bed thinking of what happened to Leon and I.

I can't forget the feeling of his lips on mine. Remembering the sweetness and the wetness made me blush and embarrassed.

My heart was beating faster when I think about Leon. This was the first time I had felt this so badly. Yes I have also felt my heart beating faster when William was introduced to me and wanted to court me but the feeling was only fleeting.

My feelings for Leon was more intense. I have been feeling at ease when he was beside me. And after experiencing my first kiss with him, I felt that I want to be with him forever. Just by thinking of him my heart is beating strongly.

”Is this the feeling what they called love?” I asked myself. I only read such things in romance novels. And reading those love stories made my heart also squeeze sweetly and beat fast. But this is the first time that my heart felt like that for a specific man.

”Good morning princess.” Tricia greeted me. ”Your bath is ready. After that you can eat your breakfast. Sir Leon said that you will have your horse back riding lessons this morning.”

Because we weren't able to do my horse back riding lesson yesterday after the incident, we were going to do it this morning.

”Okay.” I answered in a daze. I would see Leon again. My heart beat went fast again.

'How will I talk to him? Can I even look at him in the eyes after what happened?' This thoughts flooded inside my brain. I buried my face on the pillow.

”Princess?” Tricia looked at me confused.

”Um, Tricia.” I said shyly. ”Can I ask you something?”

”Of course princess.” Tricia smiled. ”What do you wan to ask?”

”Have you been in love?” I asked shyly.

Tricia was surprised with my question.

”What made you ask princess?” Tricia asked curiously.