529 Do we know each other before? (1/2)
After having some thoughts whether to tell YuYan about the truth, Li FuJin had no choice but to respond with a question, instead of answering her.
His attention shifted after noticing the changes in YuYan's expressions. His heart has a feeling of having a roller coaster ride due to his nervousness.
He has no idea what was running in YuYan's mind. Thus, Li FuJin remained silent, watching all her expressions with hope that he could guess what she was thinking before giving an answer.
His mind was a mess while guessing whether YuYan was still on the process of regaining her memories, a memory where they used to be together, but how would he respond if she really did remember 'Li FuJin'?
Thus, Li FuJin decided to ask such questions to have a clue of what YuYan can remember aside for the person having a silver hair.
He wondered, though. Did YuYan remember how looks like? But why would she only ask about a person with silver hair aside from her brother?
Speaking of brother, Li FuJin knew YuYan must be thinking of Xiao YuRin, but aside from him, she also has a twin sister who also has silver hair. The girl he would never forget.
But since YuYan seems to want to know a young man with silver hair, Li FuJin's heart was feeling excited with hope that she was slowly remembering the real him.
At the same time, Li FuJin was also scared. He was scared of how to tell YuYan about using another identity to join the trial and recover her as his wife.
Yes, he might have been deceiving her for pretending as Zhou Ruegen since they met in the forbidden forest and broke his promise, but he doesn't have a choice at all.
He decided to regain his old identity and had a help from a witch to use a different appearance and join the trial after she was suddenly taken away from him.
He failed to fulfill his promise when he had no choice but to take her innocence before marriage and finding out what her family was hiding from her because she would die without breaking the seal on her mentality.
Everything he did was because of his love for her. He thought that he was ready to take the consequences once YuYan finds out the truth.
He told himself that he would accept that she would hate him rather than let her die, but now that there's a sign that the time for her to know the truth has come, Li FuJin suddenly feel scared.