506 Like an old lady giving a riddle (1/2)

Although the little girl's words sounded irritated, YuYan can only sigh knowing that it was the truth. She looked around while thinking and mumbled again. ”That explosion… Did mommy died because of me? Is that why they…”

YuYan can't finish her words. She can't help feeling scared to know the answer, whether the time the Soul Ice emerged from her body was the cause of her mother's death.

She wanted some answer, but this question made YuYan's heart start beating fast with the feeling of being squeezed, making her hard to breathe.

Tears began to form in her eyes, blurring her sight until falling on her cheeks. YuYan can't stop it anymore. She started sobbing silently, covering her mouth as she continued mumbling. ”Did they.. Are they.. Afraid of me? Or... Are they... blaming me of what happen?”

YuYan looked at the colorful memory orbs. She doesn't know why she felt troubled recovering her memories before lowering her head with a stabbing pain in her chest.

Is it because of the fear that her older brothers were probably treating her like a baby just to control her emotions? Is this the reason why her other siblings treated her differently? Or was it because of them seeing her as a deadly monster?

YuYan's face is full with grief. At the same time, feeling scared for her older brothers and sister to avoid her due to the power that can cause their death. Worse, blaming her for losing their mother.

Her mind was like a hurricane, swirling all her thoughts, not giving her a chance to think straight. YuYan wanted to scream, but her throat is dry.

With those questions and possibilities running in her mind, YuYan felt going crazy. But before it happens, the little girls soft but faint comforting voice instantly made her feel enlightened.

”Don't be sad… Actually, I don't know what exactly happened after mommy took me away, but I assure you. Mommy didn't die that day.” Little YuYan explained while she glances at YuYan who raised her head to look at her.

Although she's just a memory living in spiritual form in YuYan's mind, the little girl understood the feeling of the older YuYan, making her feel the same.

Little YuYan sighed after seeing the older YuYan's crying face. She felt annoyed. She wanted to speak, but she understood that the older sister she's feeling lost.