432 I was out of control (2/2)

”I didn't know that time.. It.. It was..” YuYan can no longer continue her words. The tears that she's trying to hold back fall on her cheeks and began sobbing silently.

YuYan's heart felt being squeezed; making her hard to breathe while recalling what happened to Xiao XiRan and started to blame herself.

At first, YuYan has no idea of what happened to her baby big brother until the time that Mo Rica taunted her and saw her memories.

Mo Rica's words about Xiao XiRan sacrificing his life for her to live when she was out of control were like a hailstorm that hits YuYan's heart.

It triggered her hatred to Mo Rica to go deeper where she grab her cousins neck with a thirst to kill. Yes, YuYan was very mad after hearing about Xiao XiRan.

How can she not? The last thing that YuYan can remember before she lost control was when she find out about the trial. Worse, it was after finding out that Li FuJin was one of the participants.

She still has a childish mentality at that time which made her not to understand what Mo Rica was trying to do. YuYan felt so stupid for being carried away by her emotions.

At first, YuYan thought that Mo Rica was just telling her nonsense about Xiao XiRan but it already made her feel more angry at the same time.

While exploring Mo Rica's soul and memories, YuYan originally plan to kill her cousin. But after she saw what happened to Xiao XiRan, she felt dying.

Yes, Mo Rica was watching in the dark when YuYan was out of control. Watching how Xiao XiRan sacrificed his life; turning into an ice statue and disappeared.

At that same time, YuYan was silently crying deep in her heart while watching what Xiao XiRan did for her to live; to control her raging power that was slowly killing her.