148 Her mentality (2/2)

Yu Yan : ”...”

Erasing my memories?!

Permanently??!

With shock on her face, Yu Yan stopped her footsteps while she quickly turns her head to look at Zhiyuan with a wide cute eyes.

”Why...” she speaks like she's about to cry.

Zhiyuan shook his head, he continued to pull her to walk while he patiently explained with hesitation on his last words. ”I have no idea for the main reason to remove your memories...”

Then he stopped because of hesitation, until he continued to explain. ”Since you have a mix blood, using Mǒ qù which can erase a short memory will not be effective...”

Without any reaction from Yu Yan, he added. ”There are other ways on erasing a memory, but the one that is used to you is a heavy one... However,..”

”However what?” Yu Yan stopped again and looked at him while she continued to ask.

Waiting patiently for an answer, her heart keeps on pounding fast with fear to hear his next words.

”Removing a memory that includes the feeling or experience is a very dangerous ritual...” Zhiyuan answered while carefully observing Yu Yan's expressions.

Knowing that Yu Yan is still trying to digest his words, Zhiyuan waited for a couple of minutes before he continued.

”Aside from the reason that it is the interdiction of living... This will have a heavy consequence, especially for the one who performed the ritual..” He carefully explained.

”What consequences?” Yu Yan finally speaks with frightening expression.

Zhiyuan took a deep breath, he originally has no intention to tell this to Yu Yan, but he doesn't want to lie to her.

”The execution... It will include a part of the soul being taken away... It involves...” he honestly answered, but suddenly stopped because of hesitation.

Yu Yan: ”...”

Part of the soul?

Being taken away?

Is it my soul?

Is this the reason why I was in coma?