Chapter 96 Don’t even know her (1/2)
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Stepping out to the patio of the restaurant, Yue Ling felt like she had just walked into an oil painting.
A huge green lake came to view, in the center was a running fountain. With gray and blue sky in the back ground, the view could take one's breath away. Surrounding the lake were other restaurants, but just like the one she is in, there was not a lot of people sitting outside.
Sitting down, she hurriedly place her order and sat quietly as she waited for her order.
Staring at the lake, she suddenly thought about Lu Tian. Glancing at the empty chair across from her, she thought, how great would it be if they could enjoy the view together while having lunch...
Uhh.....
Realizing she had thought about the shameless man, she smiled a small smile.
'Am I....falling for him?'
Thinking of it, the face of a man smiling appears in her mind. The man's smile was one that can shake one's heart. His face was one that can make any woman fall in love with him.
Being reminded of her Shin, the smile in Yue Ling's lip disappears. Looking at the empty chair, she turn her head and stare out to the lake again.
It's been three years since any man had enter her heart, let alone, get her attention.. well, it was more like she didn't let them.
It was not that she didn't want to move on... She just couldn't bring herself to... she has love Shin for ten years and he was with her when life had her at her lowest... He helped her see a new light in life..
He was the reason why she smiled...
After he passed away, she couldn't bare to betray the man she loves, even after his death.
Others may say for her to move on, but what do they know.. Have they've experience the heart wrenching pain of losing someone they love?
Whenever she closed her eyes, she couldn't help but remember him. She had wanted to forget, so she couldn't feel the pain in her heart. Like a dream, she prayed to be woken up from.. but in the end, it was reality.
Losing someone you love can really change a person's view in life. Even if the person is gone, the memories and love will remain deep inside the heart.
How can the person who was left behind even move on?
Shin had once told her, time will heal, but...