Chapter 70 (1/2)
”Your father looks terrible. He won't hit you, will he?”
Xie liaosha looks at the boy in front of him. He widens his round blue eyes in surprise.
”How can you think so.” He asked in a puzzled way, then his blue eyes narrowed. He was five years old. Although he was still round and fat, and his fingers were round, he began to yearn to be a solemn adult like his father.
”Because” in front of him, the boy, who was two years older than Xie liaosha, swallowed his saliva. His luxurious bow tie seemed to tie his neck, which made him feel a little uncomfortable.
”I saw them talking. Your father didn't smile at all. It's like ice. ”
Xie liaosha sat upright.
In a relaxed manner, he was sharing with his new friend Vitaly the little soldier that Aunt Tori had given him.
Now he thought it necessary to protect his father's reputation.
”It's just diplomacy, my dad. He's not terrible. He is a good father
The brown haired boy didn't seem to believe it, but he managed to say, ”maybe.”
”I didn't lie. That's true. He's a good father.” Xie liaosha whispered that he didn't always tell people these words, because his father worked, he knew that he couldn't play like ordinary children.
”My father once gave me a pony. It was lovely. The first time I rode, he carried me up. Dad, he's always busy. I'm always bad at French. He'll teach me when he comes back Xie liaosha pauses and says, ”he also said that he loves me.”
”My father used to say that, but I didn't believe it. He bought me everything I wanted, but I knew it was just sending me away Vitaly played with the minion's gun, and spoke with a trace of self-esteem disdain.
”I believe what my mother said.” He made a grimace, the freckles on the tip of his nose were slightly twisted by folds, as if he were defending something.
”You know, most dads don't really love their kids, even though they often say I love you.”
After Vitali and his father left, sheriosa's expression became a little melancholy.
Mother has gone to the countess regia's, and she will not be back at the moment.
Although Xie liaosha loves his father, if he has something on his mind in this family, he is still used to telling his mother first. He knew that if his mother could not solve his confusion, he would turn to his father again. However, his mother was so powerful that he could always get the answer from his mother.
He had carefully told his father about it because he didn't want him to feel bad after he knew it. Why didn't his son think of him first. Or he suspects that seliosa doesn't love him.
How terrible it is!
Of course, Xie liaosha loves his parents. He loves both of them. So when he was young, someone teased him whether he loved his mother or his father more. Xie liaosha, who was unable to choose, would first blush sadly.
When he was a little older, he either said he loved both of them seriously, or he drooped his eyes in confusion, like a wounded dog.
Of course, he is not hesitant about whom to love more, but he can't tell these adults. Is it because he is not good enough that they want him to make this choice? That makes him sad.
Later, however, he found out that the people no longer asked him. And Xie liaosha occasionally heard that it was because of her mother's intervention.
Look, mom is always so good!
So now, when he learned from Vitali that such a thing was beyond his knowledge, he was confused and in urgent need of an answer. But my mother just wasn't there.
”I can ask Dad.” Xie liaosha said to himself. He finished his homework, and then straightened out the hem of his clothes. His round fingers were clearly still a child, but there was a kind of dignity and reserve that ordinary children did not have.
He came to his father's study, knocked on the door, and got permission to go in.
”Dad, I want to ask you something.” Xie liaosha said after closing the door.
Karenin did know that his son was puzzled by something. After all, the little face could not hide anything.
Although some of the documents were urgent, Karenin just changed the plan in his mind and then closed the documents.
Karenin couldn't help but smile as he sat in the chair opposite him. Because in his position, the guests opposite him usually look at him at the same level, instead of the present situation. In a wide position, the small one only has big eyes, hands overlapping and round and immature.
”It's a little uncomfortable.” Xie liaosha himself realized that his legs could not reach the floor, so he twisted his butt and asked softly, ”can I come over?”
”You are my son, not a visitor.” Karenin said calmly, but the look on his face was not the tension, indifference or sarcasm when he saw the guests.Xie liaosha came down from the upright chair. Like a little dog, he walked around half a circle with a simple manner, and then went to his father's side.
Karenin moved his chair a little so that he could face seliosa.
Seliosa stood up. He inherited Karenin's blue eyes and long legs. Although his face was a little chubby, his legs were straight and delicate, like deer in spring, not to mention those brown and golden, slightly curly hair.
If his mother is here, in the face of his loveliness, she can't help stroking Xie liaosha's hair in front of her forehead.
Xie liaosha's father would not do this. Compared with his mother's love of touching his hair, cheek and small shoulder, Xie liaosha's father's most intimate action was that his blue eyes of the same color would focus on him when he spoke. The silent transmission of his care for his son.
It's the same now.
Xie liaosha thought for a moment with his eyes drooping slightly.
His eyelashes don't curl up like a boy. They are very thick. When he meditates, he looks like a quiet baby.
Parents know that Xie liaosha's big eyes hide a lively world.
”Just now, Vitaly asked me,” serliosa looked up, looking confused. ”Will you hit me?”