Chapter 57 Doing sthats no need to skip, guys (2/2)
”Can we talk now?” he asked after she was done cleaning everything.
”Are you calm enough to talk?”
He nodded. The temper and jealous were long gone. Even the frustration too. All he felt right now was nervousness. He needed to get her answer. Would they return back to their status or would she say no?
He could not bear if she said no.
What would he do if she said no again?
”Why don't we start with why you refused to reveal our relationship the last time and why you treated me badly at the end of our relationship?”
He sighed heavily. He should expect this question from her. Their relationship worsened because of his own ego and jealousy. But he was too stubborn and too ego to share his thoughts like when they were used to at the beginning of their relationship. Their love was ended by his own hands. And he hurt her. Badly.
He knew she had not forgiven him.
”I was scared that I would lose my fans. The management kept telling us we are not allowed to be in a relationship. We belonged to the fans and they hated if their idols having girlfriend.”
She did not comment upon that, just frowned.
”Although some of them knew about us but they kept pushing me to put an end of us. I did not want to. The members helped covering for us but the group's schedule was too hectic. It was non-stop and I was exhausted all the time.”
She nodded. She remembered how busy he was. It was hard for them to meet with him having to for tour. Once the tour ended, he was back into the studio to record new album. Then he got busy with shows and tours.
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At that time, she tried to lessen his burden. She tried to prepare meal for him and always made sure his favourite food and drink always at home.
”I was tired and then I saw you in advertisements smiling with other guys. I kept hearing rumours about you. I was jealous. You never complained about your work. You looked so happy with your work. Every time I saw you, you were so happy. It made me feel like… you were having another affair behind me. That you were two-timing me.”
”Don't you think you sound pathetic? You did not ask me about your suspicious. You kept thinking bad about me as if my love meant nothing to you.”
”I was ego. I was stupid. I was stubborn. I was scared… I was scared if my suspicion turned true. I did not want to hear you said you no longer love me,” he covered his face, too ashamed of his own foolish behaviour.
”But did it give you excuse to bring that woman to your hotel room?”
His face turned paler.
The reason behind their break-up.
That day she wanted to give him a surprise. She purposely took a flight to go to his show, without even telling Mika. She just wanted to spend time with him after they had not seen each other for months. She even bought herself new dress and even did pedicure and manicure. She wanted to look pretty in front of him.
One of the members told her his room number without thinking long. None of them knew about that woman in Jeremy's room. They knew she kept trying to get closer to Jeremy but Jeremy never even glance at her. They, among themselves, even called her 'cheap woman' but still had to fake smiles when she met them.
Ryn entered the elevator with him (one of the members), smiling as he told her their previous show. He even rang the bell and told Jeremy to open the door without giving hint about Ryn standing next to him.
It turned out the moment Jeremy opened the door, their love story ended. Jeremy looked shocked seeing her. He did not even hug her or anything. He even tried to close the door.
Ryn closed her eyes and tried not to cry when she remembered back that moment. She would never forget how wide the smile on that woman's face when she pushed the door open and stepped into the room. That woman even leaned backward to put a gap on her bathrobe. She was wearing a bathrobe. So what else could Ryn think both Jeremy and that woman were doing if not 'that'?