Chapter 804 (1/2)
”If my dad is released, don't say that in front of him,” Lausanne reminded.
”I understand that,” he nodded.
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From the police station out, Lausanne saw molucci station outside the police station, holding a cigarette in his hand, people look good, even smoking is a very eye-catching thing.
”Jun Ting, you go to the car first. I have a few words I want to talk to Luchi alone,” Lausanne told him.
Every year, he frowned, or nodded and got on the bus.
”Boys don't smoke,” Lausanne went over and took off Maurice's cigarette. ”You see, Junting never smokes. It's bad for your health.”
”Upset,” said Maurice.
”If you don't care about that person, you can do it with a smile
Maurice was silent.
Yes, he thought he could treat Xu Zhenghuan calmly, but he found that he could not control his emotions.
”Luchi, in fact, when I knew that my mother had not passed away, I was glad, but I also had a trace of resentment in my heart. Why did she leave me when she was born to me?”
Lausanne said in a low voice: ”later, I understood that she was not well off abroad. It was very hard for a woman to go abroad with a child. Even if she wanted to recognize me, my father would not allow her to come back, and I was afraid that my father would be locked up again.
”But it's impossible to have any complaints. Even if she just sneaks back to see me, I'll be satisfied. Although she's back now, I can understand her, but she has always missed the stage of my life's growth. I'm sorry, but I'd rather collect the past and cherish the mother daughter friendship with her. She's 20 years older than me, which means she'll always walk in me In front of me, I will lose her again, so I don't want to think about the past
”I'm not like you.”
Mo Liuxi shook his head. ”At least you have no worries about food and clothing. Xu Zhenghuan used the best to cultivate you. I, from the beginning of memory, should still be in kindergarten. Because of the lack of money, my mother comes to pick me up every day. Sometimes she leaves work too late. I just stand alone at the gate of the kindergarten, snowing, frostbite on my hands and feet, and pain in walking, When he was three or four years old, he began to do housework, stepping on a stool and hot dishes on the kitchen table.
”One time, I almost died in the kitchen when I cooked food. Later, the landlord drove us out. In the winter, mother and son held under the eaves, and my mother gave me all her clothes. She almost froze to death. There were so many experiences that she didn't even have a helper. She didn't want to send me back. No matter how it is, the son of the Xu family, she always comes back with brocade I've even bought the ticket, but I just refuse to go. If I leave, she's really the only one left. ”
Lausanne was stunned.
Only listen to Mo Jin said that he was very poor, but I didn't expect to be so poor.
”Liuxi ”She gently put her shoulder on him,” I'm sorry. ”
”You are not wrong, but Ms. Mo pulled me to such a big age. She would rather eat for me when she was hungry, or put on a cotton padded jacket even if she was frozen. Although she had no right and no power, I was bullied, and I would go all out. I was sick and it was her who stayed up all night.”
”What did the one in the police station do? Did he give me a bite of food? Did he buy me a dress? Even if he didn't mean to, he may not know my existence, but to me, he is a stranger, and not just because of these, he delayed a woman's life.”
”Why do you think mom hasn't remarried for decades? She went through fire and water for her first marriage, and ended up in such a bad end. She has a shadow of men in her heart, and she can't marry any more. She doesn't believe any men. Even because she has been in the room for too long, she has claustrophobia and can't stay alone in a single space.”
”To you, maybe he was a good father, but to me, he was a failure to hurt my mother.”
Lausanne was silent.
She also thought about why Mo Jin never looked for it again.