Chapter 86： 86th (2/2)

Xiao Yu pointed towards the sky and said firmly, ”Your goal should be in a higher place.”

Fei Yutong nodded vigorously, ”Okay.”

When Fei Yutong left, Ji Xuan thought of respecting his sister-in-law that Ji Yu said

He walked to Xiao Yu and said, ”I will send you to the finals.”

Xiao Yu watched him say ”You are not working”

Ji Xuan said with a smile, ”Uncle Xiao also visited me back then and played the piano for me. Xiao Yu, when you play the piano, you look a lot like him. I want to send you to play, and I want to watch you play.”

Xiao Yu was stunned to watch him ask, ”I'll play it for you at home.”

”That's different.” Ji Xuan looked at Xiao Yu and said firmly, ”At home, I want to be your audience. And I don't want to miss your game.”

Xiao Yu looked at him for a while, nodded and said ”OK.”

Ji Xuan likes to buy a dress for Xiao Yu very much. For this game, he customized a little red dress for Xiao Yu. Because Xiao Yu didn't plan to buy a dress anymore, Ji Xuan didn't get Xiao Yu's consent to buy this time.

When the dress arrived, Xiao Yu said unhappily, ”Waste, I have several dresses, just wear the ones before.”

Ji Xuan smiled and circled her head and said, ”Those have passed through.”

Xiao Yubai said at a glance, ”It's not the same.” After that, she picked up the dress and looked at it. She was immediately lost and said, ”This one is really beautiful.”

Ji Xuan nodded and said, ”I also think it's pretty. I thought it was right for you when I saw it. Once I reported your size to the manager, it was decided.”

Xiao Yu nodded happily, and suddenly he turned around and asked him ”Why do you have my size?”

Ji Xuan ”I felt it when I was hugging.”

Xiao Yu looked at Ji Xuan's arms, speechless. Are you a ruler?

The day before the game, Xiao Yu had a dream. She dreamed of her own past life. The dream started when she bullied the girlfriend of her ex-boyfriend. She stood in the crowd, watching the pointing of people around her. Xiao Yu ran away, she knew there would be revenge, and that was true. She suffered all the revenge, and the man next to the woman was infatuated with the woman as if he had been poisoned, so the revenge against herself was far more terrifying than she thought.

In the beginning, the ex-boyfriend blocked all the jobs she could find, and then other people's revenge. No job might be lighter than the broken leg at the back. But, the world is always where you think this is already When it was the ”most”, I found that there was another ”more”. Is a broken leg the most serious? Isn't it the same as being beaten to death and broken leg?

She didn't know until she died whether the encirclement of the two parties was prepared for her, she was too small, and she had no right or power to know the truth. Before she died, she crawled all the way out of the alley, a long strip of blood was entrusted by her

The final is 3 days. The winner of the competition will be awarded a piano, a medal trophy and a certificate. The runner-up was RMB 2,000 plus a medal and trophy. The second runner-up is 2000 yuan into 1000 yuan. For the next two, there are only trophies. After that, there were no trophies, only the Certificate of Excellence.

Of course, the people who came to the competition did not come for money. As a large-scale German competition in China, Omi proved a milestone on the professional road after winning the award.

Ji Xuan accompanied Xiao Yu to the competition site. Although it was the finals, because players from all over the country gathered, the number of people was not much smaller than during the audition.

Xiao Yu was wearing a red knee-length dress this time. After getting out of the car, Ji Xuan put on Xiao Yu's coat. Zhang Bingyu had been waiting for them at the door, beckoning as soon as he saw Xiao Yu and Ji Xu.

Zhang Tianyu was still the one who sent Zhang Bingyu. He saw Ji Xuan say strangely, ”Isn't your company bidding these two days, why do you have time again?”

Ji Xuan looked at Zhang Tianyu speechlessly and said, ”Why do you know everything about my company”

”Grandpa Ji said it” Zhang Tianyu immediately replied: ”He ran to my grandpa to complain, saying that you have not been with the company recently, and he is so old that he always lets him go to work.”.

Ji Xuan ””

Xiao Yu smiled and glanced at Ji Xuan, then turned around and said to Zhang Bingyu, ”This time the request seems to be no less than 30 minutes, right”

Zhang Bingyu nodded, and the two went to the staff together, filled out the form, and received the card. This time the competition did not require the players to wait in the background. One reason is that each game takes a long time and it is unrealistic to require the players not to walk behind. The other is that the time of the day is limited. Even if the players are asked to wait a morning or afternoon later, they may have to rest before their turn.

The organizer said that the competition is sorted by surname order, and the beginning surname of the competition is different every year. This time the last name is from the beginning, which is z, av. Xiao Yu and Zhang Bingyu were close to each other in the first place, and the competition required the players to listen to the host's introduction. If they were behind the player's surname at the time, they would immediately go backstage to make preparations.

Xiao Yu and Ji Xuan sat in the auditorium. The professional group of the finals was indeed different. Everyone who went up was very powerful. Xiao Yu listened carefully, and felt that if he were the original, he might not even make it through the semifinals.

This may be the reason why the original body can't stick to it. Some people are talented and some people are diligent and able to make up for their weaknesses. For example, Xie Haiyun is an unpleasant, thoughtful and petty person. However, she can persevere in each game, and I have to say that her talent is really good.

The original body taught Xie Haiyun that year, the original body's talents were not enough for Xie Haiyun to win the third place in the youth competition. However, Xiao Yu's piano is not good, but she has good ears. She uses what Xiao Cheng taught her and then teaches Xie Haiyun. Xie Haiyun was able to win the third place. To be honest, although the original body was indispensable, Xie Haiyun's own abilities are also certain. Probably, this is also the reason why Fuhui chose her, her eagerness and talent.

If Xie Haiyun is talented, then Fei Yutong has to be said to be a representative of those pianists who are diligent and able to make up for their weakness. She practiced hard, participated in various examination competitions, and went step by step until now. She won't let people see at a glance that she is the kind of pianist who can get to the top, but she has infinite possibilities, and her every practice will improve. The way she wants to go is also what most pianists want to go.

And the original body, Xiao Yu, was a typical mud, no matter how much he practiced, he couldn't reach the goal. Yes, there are people like this in the world, and hard work does not equal results. It's so common that no matter how hard you work, you won't get anything in return, and the original body is such despair.

Looking at Xiao Yu and looking down at her hands, Ji Xuan asked her ”what are you doing?”

Xiao Yu thought for a while and said, ”I'm just thinking, if a person really tried his best and failed in the end, would he really not be able to survive?” I don't know, I was so poor and never had such a lofty ideal. . I just want to live, yes, when I am too poor to eat, I only have the faith to live.

Only when the material is satisfied can there be more spiritual pursuits, but when the spiritual pursuit fails, I think about death. So, what are we people who want to live and work hard for it?

”After people go to a high place, few people are willing to go back to the past, or even unacceptable. Those who can get up again are all warriors.” Ji Xuan's voice was a bit misty, and Xiao Yu felt as if he was resting on the chair. 'S hand was held by a big hand.

Xiao Yu looked up and Ji Xuan smiled at Xiao Yu. How to say that smile to Xiao Yu is like saying that I know, I know you are not easy, I will help you.

Xiao Yu suddenly felt a little sore in her eyes. Isn't it easy for her? Yes, it's not easy for her, she thinks it's not easy for her, very difficult. She did something wrong and needed to make her life like that. She had done the dirtiest and most tiring work, she had been begging, and her broken legs had been torn apart. Even so, let's live, she told herself so, but she was beaten to death.

What is insignificant is like an ant. She is not born with this resilience. She has been developed step by step with difficulty.

”Xiao Yu, here you are, let's go and I will wait for you in the audience.” Ji Xuan said, his voice still faintly in Xiao Yu's ears.

Xiao Yu got up and walked towards the backstage. When she was about to enter the backstage, she turned her head and looked at her. Ji Xuan who was sitting there also looked at her. In the crowded audience seats, excited piano music is their background. She saw Ji Xuan at a glance, like looking back in the vast crowd.

Xiao Yu didn't know what was the reason for the sudden sadness today. Maybe it was because of last night's dream, maybe because of the tear-jerking tune on the stage at this time, maybe because she suddenly realized the helplessness of the original body, so she found herself The helplessness in general.

Even now, she must take the original path. If she can't become a pianist, then she will fight for this all her life. And Xiao Yu, she just played an insurmountable game of life, this game is someone else's, not hers.

Xiao Yu walked to the middle of the stage. As Xiao Cheng taught, she bowed to give a speech and sat down in front of the piano. It's like nc in the game, without its own soul.

but

Xiao Yu pressed the keys with both hands, each of the notes turned into a classical and simple piano sound, constantly flowing out of her hands

What if she can't become a pianist? She is dead, and now she Xiao Yu earns it every day. What about fighting for other people's lives is also a struggle for her to live.

Xiao Yu's etudes are in C minor. Chopin's etudes are popular in the playing world, and no one knows. How many people have devoted their efforts to practicing his music, just for the ladder to the top. The performance of countless pianists makes it one of the most common repertoires in piano concerts.

The tune runs through the emotions of anger, excitement and grief from beginning to end. Xiao Yu's left hand is a rush of sound, and his right hand is a resolute tune. They unite, merge, and express. Slowly, the tune becomes melody and rhythmic, and it is a dialogue with melody, as if to confide in inner pain. The shout-like tone once reappeared in the accompaniment of sharp fluctuations, becoming more and more exciting, and finally the tune of grief was like a suspense of melancholy and grief.

Xiao Yu looked down at the stage. Ji Xuan was the first to applaud. Xiao Yu suddenly showed a smile, bright and beautiful under the stage lights.

Ji Xuan, who was sitting down the stage, was fascinated at once, her appearance was still that beautiful, she smiled like a blooming flower, he liked and liked it very much, her piano was just what he felt heartbeat.