Chapter 46: (2/2)
The kiss was shallow and long, until the sound of fireworks stopped before Jin Wang let go.
”I just wanted to do this in Fangxuan Tower.” Jin Wang pressed his forehead and said with a smile, ”But then I didn't dare to take advantage of you, for fear that you would fly away when you get angry.”
Ye Shu couldn't breathe smoothly after being kissed by him, and his cheeks were slightly red: ”Are you not afraid now?”
”Fear.” Jin Wang looked into his eyes, ”So will you leave?”
Ye Shu: ”I don't know--”
Jin Wang couldn't help but kissed him.
He pressed Ye Shu on the dragon head at the eaves corner and kissed harder than before.
”Think clearly before answering.” Jin Wang withdrew half an inch, a joking smile appeared in his eyes, ”Will you leave?”
Ye Shu's lips pressed tightly, the distance between the two was almost malicious, as long as Ye Shu opened his mouth, he could touch each other's lips.
”...Let me go down.” Ye Shu said.
Jin Wang didn't persevere: ”Answer first, otherwise don't let go.”
”...” Ye Shu still didn't answer, and said, ”Let me go down!”
Jin Wang smiled helplessly, but did not dare to let him sit on the roof for too long. He hugged Ye Shu and jumped, jumped off the eaves, and hugged the person back into the house.
As the night darkened, the imperial city gradually became quiet, and the lights in the Hall of Nurturing Heart had also been extinguished.
Ye Shu leaned against Jin Wang's arms, his eyes closed slightly.
In the darkness, Jin Wang asked, ”What are you thinking?”
Ye Shu didn't open his eyes, and said in a low voice, ”I wonder why you dare to be so sure of your own thoughts.”
”As an emperor, shouldn't you be cautious? I have compiled so many reasons before, and none of you believe it.” He sighed softly, ”But what a ridiculous story I told tonight, why don't you think I am Lie to you again?”
”What you said tonight is really incredible. No matter what you tell anyone, you will probably be laughed at.”
”But you believe it.”
”Yes, I believe it.”
Jin Wang's voice was very soft: ”I would like to believe you.”
Ye Shu: ”Why?”
”You know the answer in your heart.” Jin Wang said, ”because I love you.”
Ye Shu's fingertips trembled lightly.
Because I love you, I am willing to believe everything you say, even if this belief seems so wishful.
Jin Wang's voice was deep and clear in the darkness: ”There was a time, I didn't know how to face you. You have the old grace of helping me in difficulties, the friendship of company all the way, but also the resentment of deceiving and betraying. .”
”In the woods near the hunting ground, I tried to kill you countless times during the night you split up.”
”But ah, you were so fragile at that time, and you trusted and depended on me unreservedly. At that time, you looked like what I should have in my memory.”
”...I can't do it.”
”I missed that opportunity, and I won't be able to make it later.” Jin Wang sneered, ”It's a pity that I only understand such a simple truth now.”
Jin Wang asked: ”Ashu, do you still need some time to think things through?”
”I...I'm just worried.” Ye Shu whispered, ”In case, I mean just in case, I am not... the person you know, but because of my relationship, the person in your heart can never Come back, that, how unfair to you...”
Jin Wang interrupted: ”Are you really just worried about this?”
Ye Shu was startled.
Jin Wang sighed, turned over and pressed Ye Shu into the bed.
The hall was dim, with only a little moonlight flowing slowly, wrapping the two figures in it.
The eyes of the two reflected each other's appearance. After a long while, Jin Wang said, ”You have been asking, and Gu also has a question. I want to ask you.”
This posture made Ye Shu unable to avoid, he barely turned his head: ”You...you said.”
Jin Wang asked, ”Why didn't you go with Xiao Huan just now?”
Ye Shu was stunned.
”If you have just left, the lonely will never know the truth. You can live freely in another place in this world.” Jin Wang's eyes burned, ”Why didn't you leave?”
Ye Shu pursed his lips: ”Because...because I feel that I occupied someone else's body and deceived you for so long, I can't...can't just leave like this.”
Jin Wang asked: ”It's that simple?”
Ye Shu felt a little guilty when he saw it inexplicably: ”It's... it's that simple.”
”Then now, you have explained the matter clearly, and Gu doesn't blame you, do you still want to leave?”
Ye Shu fell silent.
Jin Wang fixed his eyes on him for a long while, and suddenly let go of him.
He stood up without hesitation, turned his back to Ye Shu's direction, and his voice was soft and cold: ”No joke, no coercion, Ye Shu, I just ask you one last time, do you want to leave Kyoto?”
Ye Shu looked at his back and opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.
”If you want, I will make an order now that I will allow you to leave Kyoto. I won't bother you where you are going, and I won't bother you in this life.” Jin Wang said, ”You have no joking, I will do what I say.”
His tone is very light, but he has a bit of imperial majesty.
The atmosphere in the hall suddenly dropped to freezing point.
Ye Shu sat on the head of the bed, his legs slowly curled up: ”I...”
Jin Wang said coldly: ”Ye Shu, tell Gu your decision.”
Ye Shu's body trembled slightly.
”I don't know...” Ye Shu's eyes were slightly red, and he repeated in a low voice, ”I don't know...”
Jin Wang breathed a sigh of relief silently.
”Just say you don't want to leave, is it so difficult?” Jin Wang returned to the bed and hugged that trembling body into his arms. ”Sorry, Gu will be patient enough in the future, but... Gu now doesn't want to wait any longer. Up.”
This is his third apology tonight, Ye Shu raised his head, his eyes are like bunny, moist and red.
”You don't want to leave, it has nothing to do with those so-called identities and secrets.” Jin Wang watched him earnestly. ”You refuse to accept Gu Tonight's guess. You are not worried that if you guess wrong, you can't accept it.”
”...You can't accept the result yourself.”
”Ashu, I don't know what you have experienced in that world, which makes you so cautious and dare not to hand over your emotions easily.”
Jin Wang rubbed Ye Shu's pale face with a gentle voice: ”You are afraid of gaining and losing, so you would rather not believe than believe.”
Ye Shu's lips trembled lightly: ”I...I don't know what you are talking about.”
”Okay, let's talk about something else.” Jin Wang said, ”Do you like being alone with you?”
Ye Shu's eyelashes moved slightly.
Jin Wangqin stepped forward and put the person in his arms: ”Do you like lonely holding you like this?”
Ye Shu still didn't answer.
Jin Wang got closer and dropped a kiss on Ye Shu's eyelids.
With delicate kisses from the end of the eyes, the side of the face, the bridge of the nose, to the corners of the lips, Jin Wang raised his head: ”Do you like kissing you alone?”
Ye Shu's breathing became rapid.
Jin Wang behaved very patiently, he pushed the person back into the bed, kissed and comforted little by little. His movements seemed to have some kind of magic power, bewitching people to gradually throw away their armor and abandon his armor, sinking into the abyss of gentleness.
Jin Wang raised his head and smiled softly: ”Look, you like it.”
He paused, and then said: ”Don't talk about Kunjun's physique. There is no book like this. You have read so much these days, don't you understand?”
”I want to be with people all the time, eager to hug and kiss. This is not physical trouble, it is here.” Jin Wang pressed his heart, ”Do you feel it?”
Ye Shu's heart was beating fast, almost bursting out of his chest.
Jin Wang watched Ye Shu seriously, raising his hand and rubbing his hair.
After a long while, he whispered: ”Ye Shu, you are in love with me.”
The author has something to say: Jin Wang: In the end, I still have to carry the audience alone.