Chapter 427 (1/2)
Ju Shunmei's heart sank in the struggle.
However, one day, sun Zhongde's demons suddenly died. She was suddenly thrown out of the dirty hell and the paradise of luxury life. Everything was like a dream, but she could never go back.
The stubborn, brave and just girl died long ago.
Seeing waimengde falling into the memory of being absent-minded, she felt a burst of joy in her heart and felt that she might stimulate his love for herself. But he despised himself in his heart.
She suspected that sun Zhongde and others died under Huai mengde. Sun Zhongde's strange way of death was too much like revenge for her.
She watched waimengde stumble all the way and knew that it was not easy for him to achieve today's status. She suddenly felt that she had been very wrong with him before, and now it was even more immoral to involve him.
He is not ruthless to himself, but he hurt him too deeply. After sun Zhongde died, he didn't come back to find himself. He should have known what he had done, but he was still thinking about his old love and didn't feel sorry for himself. As fan Zinan said, if you don't kill yourself, you should sell yourself to the brothel.
Thinking of this, Ju Shunmei's long lost shame revived.
She didn't dare to look at wymond again. She whispered bitterly, ”I, I, come today, just want to see you again. I'm satisfied to see you live well. I just want to tell you, forget me, I don't deserve you, and you deserve better.”
Li Huaide regained his mind, looked at the haggard girl in front of him with a complex expression and said faintly, ”I know, I never hated you.”
After hearing this, Ju Shunmei couldn't help but shed tears wantonly.
She wanted to defend herself, saying that sun Zhongde forced her. She really had no way. She wanted to say that she had sold herself to flattery, just wanted to save his life. She wanted to say that she still loved him and was willing to follow him even if she had no name or share. I want to say that he can allow her to follow him like a dog.
However, all her calculations were defeated by this sentence.
She stood up in a panic and whispered, ”you should be well.”
With that, she turned and fled in a panic, afraid to look at him again.
She ran to the door and touched the door. She stopped and whispered, ”an Rulan is not a good man. You should be careful of her.”
An Rulan, who was hiding outside the door, was so angry that she wanted to rush in and slap Ju Shunmei, but she didn't dare to do so in front of Huai mengde. She didn't want to destroy her impression of a timid and kind little white flower in wymond's eyes.
Li Huaide was compassionate. He guessed that Ju Shunmei should be in a bad situation in the inner court, otherwise he wouldn't kneel in front of his door regardless of shame. He guessed that she came today to ask for help.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, she wanted to run away. He jumped over, handed her a storage bag and said gently, ”although I can't love you as much as before, I don't want to see you live badly. Think about you before and take courage. Life won't be more difficult than before. It's really difficult. You can come to me again.”
Ju Shunmei suddenly raised her head and looked at Huai mengde with a gentle smile. She was deeply grieved. I missed such a man in this life.
She nodded tearfully, opened the door and ran out.
Outside, Ju Shunmei felt that the world was bright and she still had hope. Before, she also had nothing, but she had the courage to fight with powerful bad guys. Why not now? Although he can no longer fight side by side with him, he is still alive and he is still alive. Although her reputation is bad, it is impossible for anyone to love her and marry her. So what? In this life, she has loved him and the most worthy person, and he still has her in his heart. That's enough.
She can practice hard again. Maybe one day, she can help him.
She looked at the storage bag given by Huai mengde in her hand and vowed never to use the contents unless she had to.
Ju Shunmei showed a gentle smile on her face and strode towards her dormitory.