86 4th Morning (1/2)
Morning came. The hum of birds is like a pleasant song making the day in harmony.
Opening my eyes and making a bright smile plastered on my face. Before my eyes is a little woman. She's my Little Mama. Though, I prefer calling her Loli Mama. Watching her beautiful long eyelashes flutters as she breathes. If I only could spend my whole day watching her sleeping, I would really love to do it.
My love for my family is not an your ordinary love for family. My love is immoral, A taboo. Yet, I really like it, I can't deny my true desire. In the past someone told me that you should not forget your true desire and do something you don't want.
I know what that guy meant. Everyone in the world would always deny their heart desire. Especially if one wanted to become an Artist yet they instead forgot about it and become something they don't want to be. This the problem of most people in the earth.
That's also why I'm True to myself, I always do what I wanted. The only thing I don't like is being restricted and being used.
Shaking my head to throw those thoughts away. Why am I thinking such mood breaking thoughts. I should just enjoy my time.
Moments later, I sense movements. Mama already woke up as she cutely rub her eyes with her hand. Then she raise her head and look at me in the eyes, She then smile sweetly saying. ”Goodmorning Shii-chan.”
”Morning Mama.” I replied casually with a smile on my face.
”Shii-chan Mama love you so much.” She said. Caught in surprise she suddenly kiss my cheeks. My smile stiffened, I know it's just a kiss on the cheeks yet my face is turning red. Mama then teased me. ”Ehh, Shii-chan you are blushing... Shii-chan is embarassed...Shii-cjan you're so cute hehehe.”
Don't me call cute! you're the one who is cute! I retorted inwardly.
I wryly smiled when she said that. I sigh in my mind. Why does I can't control myself when I'm with her. I feel like I'm only a little child in front of her despite she has a small stature like a child herself. ”Mama I'm already an Adult you know. Don't treat me like a kid.”
”Eeh, what's wrong with a mother giving her child a kiss? For mama Shii-chan is still young in mama's eyes...” She remarked puffing her cheeks. She look quite adorable, I want to pet her. However after she finished her sentence she suddenly blushed as she thought about 'that' night where she impulsively suck her son's massive dick inside her small mouth. Just thinking about it made Shizue felt ashamed of herself. I didn't saw her blushing because she cover her face with the blanket and I only thought she was pouting.
So I did place my hand on top of her head as I lightly caress her head. Tracing her black silky hair with my fingers. Surprised by my action, Mama did not refuse my petting she even like it. She close her eyes while she pouted her mouth. She is distressed by her own response, Her son is petting her head treating her like a child yet all she could do is enjoying his petting. She should reprimanded him to not pet a woman's head casually, however those words would not come out from her mouth. So she stayed silent as she enjoy his petting.
Watching my Mama's reaction I felt a bit complicated yet I also feel I won a lottery. How could she make such a cute face, my heart can't take it anymore it's like being pounded by hammer and being squished causing my emotions to flutter from joy. Making that face how could I endure this, but I stop myself from being tempted. Not now, I still have a week, I will confess everything about me to her later on. I'm made a resolute face.
I could use my second body to make my Mama mine but I didn't like that thought of it. I want to make my Mama mine using my Main body. Even if my second and Main body shared senses, Even if I can control the two bodies with one mind, I want to do it with my main. Even if my Second Body doesn't have 'virus' in it, I still want to conquer my Mama's heart using my Main body. I just felt a bit conflicted using my second body though I'm trying myself to get used to it.