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Aengus is watching the ocean with a gloomy expression. He hasn't talked since that moment! What did I do!? I should have thought about my actions beforehand!

But somehow, I got caught up in the moment and the atmosphere! I am totally at fault! Not thinking for a single second!

I know for myself that I am female! But Aengus knows me just as a male character! And I just told him that I was El Shaddai in my previous life, isn't it practically telling him that he just did a guy!?

No wonder he went instantly limp when I dropped that line on him! I am such a horrible woman! Will he get it up ever again?

For most males that should have been a one hundred percent fatal mental blow! Why did I do something stupid like that?

I wave my hand before his face. No reaction!

~Bad~!

I am such an idiot! The right way would have been to build a relationship in order to reassure him that I am female. Instead I go and give him the full truth with the sledge hammer!

And we didn't even know each other longer than a day.....

Of course his true identity was a shock for me too! I didn't think because of that. My mind blanked out for a moment. But it had less impact. In fact, I already had a feeling that the outcome would be like this. But I didn't want it to be true!

I didn't lie when I said that I fell for him! I am such a worthless woman! Giving my first love interest a serious trauma right after the first action together.

”Aengus talk to me! You don't have to be so down!” I grab his hand but he shows no resistance.

”I am sorry! You have to understand that I am a one hundred percent complete girl! And I will stay that way! I have no interest in my old self!” I place his hand at my cheek.

Ah! He is rubbing his temple with his other hand! I didn't give him the death blow! ~Lucky!~

”I am sorry, Sharid. It isn't about that. Well. It was a shock. But it isn't about that.” Aengus mumbles in his usual gentle voice.

”You can do everything you want to me. I am so sorry. It's okay if you are as rough as before. Actually I like it rough! The pain wasn't an issue! It even turned me on! ~Gehehe~, is there a way to restore my virginity?” Aaahhn! Just remembering, I never felt like that before!

”The pain when you ~stabbed~ into me transformed into pure pleasure and I couldn't get ~enough~ of it. Haaa. Haa.Maybe you are even up for a little rougher play? Of course just if it doesn't turn you off.” I draw a little circle on his chest while I look downwards. I can't look into his eyes right now. What if he hates me for that new side of mine?

Aengus smiles wryly at me and wipes something out of my face. Eh!? I didn't drool, did I? Then he pulls me towards him and positions me between his legs while hugging me from behind. ”Sharid? What are your divinities?”

”Ehm. It's embarrassing. I am a complete pervert. I got lust, masochism and sadism. I am so sorry that you fell for someone worthless like me!” I hope he won't hate me now.

But instead Aengus starts to giggle. ”That matches with my heroic, torment and zeal. Do you ever tried to use some ~instruments~?”

”Nooo! You were my first time! How could I have had the chance! But you seem to be fine now. Why were you so down if it wasn't about my previous self? I assure you that you screwed a woman! See?” I grab his hand and place it on my chest.

Aengus sighs but doesn't remove his hand. ”I was just thinking how to tell my family about my fiancée.”

”F... ~Fiancée~?” I grab his hand tighter.

”Of course! You don't want to tell me that you don't like the idea?” -Aengus

”Haah? It's not like that. It's just.... don't you think this is evolving a little too fast!?” I start to fiddle with his fingers. This is really going out of hand.

”I am the prince of Chimera. And while our society may be a little lax in regards to royalty, I can't have a relationship with someone without commitment. I am the first prince after all.” Aengus hugs me tight.

”I.. I see. Ugh. Your father will kill ~meeeee~. First I had to endure all those curses for my entire life as punishment. And now I will turn up as his daughter in law! He will execute me on the spot!” I start shivering when I think about what that guy will do to me.

”Father isn't the problem.” -Aengus

”Huh?” Why is the king of gods no problem?