910 They are growing up (1/2)
”She isn't mine,” I said.
”It's yours,” she said, and when Helen grabbed her hair, she said, ”no, don't do it,” and when this has happened, I could see that Janet played more with my beard. When this all was happening, I said, ”They are moving a lot.”
”Yes, but soon they will fall asleep,” Sophia said while playing with Helen. When she was doing it, Helen wanted to go to me. While this was happening, Sophia gives her to me, and when I had them in my hands, I started to fear them not go back as I couldn't, hold them too good not like with sweety boys, which can do it. While this was happening, both of them played with my beard, and while feeling pain coming from me, I don't want to show anything, but I was in pain. As this was happening, I said, ”Let's talk after they will fall asleep.”
”Ok I will go use the bathroom,” she said, and when I nodded, she walked there. When I looked at them, I walked to the couch, and when I put them there, I could see that they are sitting nicely. When this was happening, I started making funny faces. When this was happening for some time, they laughed. 'They look sometimes, more than me than Sophia,' I said to myself while doing it. When this was all happening, at one point Helen, looked around, and when she was doing it, she started crying. As this was happening, I had no idea what is happening, and while Sophia comes inside, I said, ”nothing happened.”
”Why is she crying,” she said.
”She was looking for you,” I said, and when she nodded while coming closer to Helen, she stopped crying, and a smile shows up on Sophia's face. When this has happened, I walked out leaving, them there, and as I walked to the kitchen, I continue making food. When this was happening, I throw it at one point in the oven. When this has happened, I take potatoes, and while having them, I started peeling them. When this was happening, I had done, and when I let it boil, I walked out, and while I had plans to go smoke, I could hear Sophia singing. While hearing her, I walked closer there, and while I looked at her doing it while Helen and Janet were falling asleep, they had done this after some time. When this has happened, I said, ”you need to train your Polish more,”.
When I had done this, I started telling her mistakes, and when this has happened, she said, ”I will try.”
”Good, now we can talk,” I said, and when she nodded while hearing my words and then, she said, ”lets them sleep here peacefully.”
”Yes, tell me why you had come here,” I said, and when she looked at me, she said, ”I missed you.”
”I can't see it,” I said while looking at my eyes.
”Oh trust me, I missed you on the day when I found out that, I'm pregnant and later,” she said, and when I had nothing else to say, I said, ”so you should be with your new one.”
”I was drugged,” she said, and when I looked at her, I said, ”I don't trust you and your stupid excuses what it's some novel or what where drugs are everywhere.”
While hearing me, she looked at my eyes, and while she slowly started crying, I said: ”don't cry, we will make DNA tests, and when they will be mine, I will then think about what later we will do, but for now I can't.”
When I said the last part, I could see, that she become a little happier, but still, her expression wasn't so great. While I looked at her, she said, ”ok I agree I will try tomorrow to find a good place.”
”Ok,” I said, and when she looked at me, she said, ”so what now you have in plans.”
”Now I wanted to smoke and maybe later eat,” I said.