476 I wanted to have i (1/2)

Ten days later

while I been sleeping Sophia kick wake me up. when I opened my eyes I could see that she been sleeping on top of me 'oh so you now sleeping like that' I said to myself while looking at her. while I been doing it I get up while trying to not wake her up. 'yesterday was not so wild like days earlier' I said to myself while yesterday we have only two sessions while in previous days we have for four to six.

while I been looking at her for some time I go to the bathroom. while I been there I do what I needed and after I did this I go out. when I did this I could see that she hasn't moved at all. while seeing her I started walking down.

while I come there I could see that our food which we haven't eat from yesterday supper still be there 'oh she wanted so much it that we haven't finished eating it' I said to myself while coming closer to the table and remembering what happened yesterday.

while I been seeing it I check food and while seeing that almost nothing left on Sophia plate and on mine been a little I eat it before going smoke. while I go outside I could see that snow started melting 'oh well it's like two outside' I said to myself while looking at the thermometer and then I could see that its five.

”wow wind makes it feel colder,” I said with a low voice while I started smoking.

as I been doing it I could see that kids were walking to school 'how I don't miss it' I said to myself while looking at them while smoking. as I been doing it I finished and then I come back inside.

while being there I opened the fridge and while seeing that we have only smoked salmon there I take my phone out while plugging headphones and I walk to shop. while it hasn't taken me a long time but still walking around while trying to not be hit by backpack been hard.

I could always walk on the street but while now most people were going to work it's hard to have free space there.

while I been walking there slowly I go inside of the shop I take creme cheese and some rolls and after buying them I walk out. when I take my phone I could see that nobody been calling me but I could tell that I could feel vibrations on my leg.

when I started walking back I could see much fewer kids walking so now nobody could hit me with a backpack so I started smoking while walking there. as I been doing it I almost finished smoking I been in front of doors. when I been there I throw away unfinished cigars and I come inside.

as I been there I take things out and I started walking to the kitchen. while I been there I washed my hands and then I started making breakfast.

while I been doing it I could hear that Sophia been using the bathroom. 'so you get up' I said to myself while hearing her. when she did with it I said loud ”come down breakfast will be ready soon”

”ok,” she said and after few seconds I could see that she started walking down with her pajama. while seeing her I stopped doing what I been doing and then I asked her ”how as your sleep”

”I can feel a little pain in my back and I don't know from where it is,” she said to me

”oh maybe because you been sleeping on me,” I said to her

”and what about it,” she asked

”it been so hard to explain the position that I don't know how you have done this,” I said to her

”oh ok,” she said to me while coming closer and then she gives me a kiss. when she did this she said ”you smoke”

”I was in the shop to buy fresh rolls and they are still hot,” I said to her while giving her one which I haven't cut yet