319 Why you are ashamed (1/2)

After it, I start thinking about what could it be and while I been doing it I could hear Sophia words ”yes”

After few seconds doors opened and the maid comes inside while saying ”lunch” with trolley coming in front of her. When I saw it I start feeling hungry. While I was looking at it Sophia said ”thanks”. After she said this maid come more inside with some food. When we have it and maid go out Sophia look at us and she said ”let's eat”

”Where,” I ask while I don't see the place where we could do this. 'On the bed. Your desk is too small' I said to myself while waiting for Sophia response

”Oh wait you haven't searched every part of her room” Megan ask while taking two portions with her and walking. While seeing her I get started getting up but busses one again start talking to me 'for fuck sake' I said to myself while continuing what I been doing. While I was doing it Sophia helps me get up and she gives me a hand with walking there. 'I'm not invalid' I said to myself but I go with her. First I don't want to let her help me but after seeing her face I let her.

While Megan come closer to the wall she asks ”where are keys”

”Oh well I will open it soon,” Sophia said to her and we come closer there. 'You should clean here' I said to myself while trying to not step on magazines which been here.

When she opened doors and we come inside I could see a big table in the middle with six chairs there and a lot of posters and I said ”wow”

”Yes I know,” Sophia said to me and we come to the table. While being there I had chicken soup in front of me 'oh ok I will eat it' I said to myself and I start eating it. At first, I wanted with my right hand but when I remembered that I can't I start doing it with left. 'Fuck why I haven't eaten with it it's so hard' I said to myself and I been trying to it with it.

While I been eating much slower while most of what I had on spoon do away I look at girls which been eating meat. 'how much I will take to have but maybe tomorrow I will have how I hate doc orders' I said to myself and when my look go to Sophia I could see that she is looking at me without now anything eating so I said to her ”eat I will take care of myself”

”I know but still I want to help you,” she said.

After hearing her I start moving to her but then pain in my back show up. 'for suck sake ' I said to myself and while being close to her I give her a kiss and said ”you help me a lot now eat slowly and I will take care of myself”

”Ok,” she said and we come back to eating. While we were doing it Megan said ”Greg tell me the truth”

”Yes” I answered her

”Have you seen what she wants to hide” she ask me

While I don't know what she means by this question I said ”oh well I can see that she have a crush on most of the people here” and start looking at Sophia.

While I been doing it Megan said ”no not that”

”Oh so what,” I ask her

”It's there,” she said and point on a place on the wall

”Oh wait,” I said to her while looking at the place where she is pointing. While I was going around some pop music artist I could see in frame poster which I made as a joke two years ago for April fools. While seeing I remembered that only a few sold and I had some inside of the basement. ”Oh this,” I said and I come closer to Sophia and I ask ”which number you have”

”Eight,” she said and then Megan said ”with your signature”

”Oh this,” I said to her while remembering I signed all of them with my initials. While I been looking at her I could hear Mei question ”you have more of the”

”Maybe all depend if mouses haven't eaten them,” I said to her.

”Let's talk after we finish eating,” Sophia said and we all nodded. While I been eating slowly and Sophia ended her portion faster she moves closer to me and takes a spoon from me. While seeing it I said ”it's unnecessary”

”I want to help you,” she said and she starts feeding me. While she was doing it I eat with her help. When I ended I could see that Megan and Mei ended their portions too. While looking at them Megan said ”ok let's go”

”Where” I could hear Sophia words