94 93. Summary of brainwashing life.txt (2/2)

The reason I'm exploring the labyrinth right now is to get the money for Maria's treatment and the power appropriate for a guild master in Epic Seeker.

Will a brother and sister who have come to another world really risk going into the labyrinth?

What's your reason for exploring the labyrinth: ......?

It's hard to imagine that he dove for the strength to defend himself.

Because the labyrinth is the most dangerous place on this continent. It's not right to jump into danger to avoid it.

Then it's the money?　But you don't have to stick to the labyrinth if you just want to make a living. There's plenty of work to be done.

The only thing left to do is to pay for the treatment ......?

I needed a lot of money right away to pay for my sister's treatment. So I went into the labyrinth. That would make sense.

But then there's no explanation for 'The Day of the Fire' and 'The Unfortunate Past'. I believe that on the day of the fire, Maria lost her eyes and changed her memory to hide them. And in order to keep Rustyala and Diablo Sis away from luring her into danger, Palinkron and Mr. Rail blocked her memories.

No, that's not right either.

In that case, only Maria should be the one to block my memories.

The reason for blocking my memories--.

-- could it be that I had a reason to be there?

--do I have memories of a misfortune as bad as Maria's blindness?

I don't think Mr. Reil does memory manipulation for no reason.

There must be a reason ......, but I can't see it. ......

It doesn't work.

No matter how much I think about it, I can't be sure.

I don't sense any ill will towards me from Palinkron, Mr. Rail, Snow, Rustyala, Diablo Sith, or any of them. Everyone seems to be acting in good faith.

They're all working for me. Hence, it's hard to understand.

I sigh and feel the warmth of the thing (...).

Yes, it is.

It's just that it's warm.

No one is against me. There is no great danger.

This arrangement, this situation, is too safe.

--So we'll just have to keep it that way.

Even my fears of that pair of girls were unfounded.

Rustyala was intelligent and not someone who would take forceful measures. Diablo Sith clearly has a fondness for me. The only person who had a clear hostility towards me was Palinkron.

I felt as if someone was telling me to keep going.

They whisper to me that if I keep going, I will be safe and happy.

An invisible hand pushes me back, and I walk.

Then I return to the ”Epic Seeker” and am greeted by my friends.

As I walk down the corridor, I'm greeted by the members who believe in me, laughing and talking to me.

In the office, my partner Snow is waiting for me.

If I listen closely, I hear the Leeper and Rowen making a joyful noise.

Up the stairs, my beloved sister was safe and happy.

I couldn't ask for more.

--but the blood flows.

Red blood continues to drip from my clenched fists.

It felt as if every cell of my body was screaming that I must not allow it to happen.

Your body desperately pleads with you not to mess with your memory, your mind.

'What's wrong, brother ......?'

My sister, sitting on the bed, asks me a question.

'No ......, nothing, nothing ......'

It's nothing. No, it shouldn't be anything.

If he stumbled over something and went off the rails laid down, his beloved sister in front of him would be unhappy.

But I was also certain that my instincts were telling me that my body was telling me to remove the 'bracelet'.

I'm sure you'll be able to find a way to make this headache, this uncomfortable feeling, this inexplicable rage, this unaccountable rage, this curse, disappear, if you want to remove the bracelet.

Little by little, really little by little .......

I'm going to have to say that I'm not going to be able to do that.

I'm not going to be able to get the same thing for you.

A chill that chills you to the tips of your feet.

Fear as if you were losing something more important than your life.

Your entire body freezes and you can't reach out any further.

''Are you okay, brother ....... There's something wrong with you. ......'

...... Oh, yeah, I'm fine. ...... I'm just a little sleepy.

I lay down on the bed, collapsing.

My head was hot.

I hadn't really thought it through, but my head was heavy.

It's as if a chain has been tangled in my thoughts.

There's no freedom to think, and the chains prevent me from moving forward.

...... hey, mui, nun.

And then my vision turned black.

The outstretched hand couldn't reach the 'bracelet', lost its strength, and fell to the bed.

At the same time, my consciousness falls into the depths of darkness.

◆◆◆◆◆ ...

Dreaming ...... and seeing ......?

My fingertips are heavy as lead.

My arms cannot be lifted.

My feet were stuck on something and I couldn't move, and my body was deprived of freedom.

It was as if I was in a mud-slush. She couldn't open her eyes.

I can't even stand still. I am drifting in such deep darkness.

And then I hear a voice from the darkness.

”- Yeah, it doesn't matter which way it goes, I don't care. ...... I don't mind, but it would be annoying if it worked out that way.

A dim figure was reflected behind her eyelids.

The figure spoke in a voice that was hard to hear.

But there's no mistaking the owner of that voice.

--It's Palinclone Legacy.

And at the same time, I am convinced that this is a dream.

This is a dream of the past.

A memory of some defeat.

Triggered by something I did before I fell asleep.

I remember what Palinkron said to me.

The ”curse”.

In the darkness, the flickering figure continues to speak.

I'm going to say that this 'bracelet' is more important than life. You're going to have to put that above all else and protect it. I'll have it engraved in my inner psyche, okay?

The answer to The Bracelet.

The answer to what I was most worried about right now.

''Hmm, yes. I'll put them on a par with my sister Aikawa Yotaki, in terms of priority. With a position like that, I can feel safe.

The human shadows are not afraid to say that they are out of the way of people while letting the evil magic power crawl over to us.

The magical power crawls through me and interferes with the state of my mind.

Then the figure hands me something.

”Come on, put it on. Kanami's brother.

I took it.

The 'bracelet' is light and strong.

However, I can feel more than the actual weight from the palm of my hand.

It's as if it's supporting something more important than life.

That bracelet is the next target for Kanami's brother to protect. Put it on and try to overcome the 'Twentieth Test' and the 'Thirtieth Test'. I believe that Kanami's brother can do it, okay?

The figure laughs and gives me a pep talk.

What's that, ”I'm just going to get you wrong” and ”I'm not going to get to the root of it”.

You're unceremoniously messing with the thing I hold most dear.

I won't allow it.

Even though that's the right of the winner, even though that's what it's supposed to be from a Palinclone--

--I will never forgive.

I accept the transformation of my mind with fury.

I can't flinch, but the blood keeps flowing from my clenched fists.

The pain reminds me of it.

Don't ever allow anarchy.

This man.

I'm going to make sure that someday Palinkulong Legacy...

But this is a memory of the past.

We can only see it off.

Just a distant dream that can only be forsaken .......

This Memory of Someday is what I see every day.

So I know.

When I wake up, I'll forget all about it.

It's happening (・・・・・・).

When I wake up, I will try to remember my dreams of that day, craning my neck at the blood flowing from my palms.

But I can't remember.

Absolutely, I can't remember anything.

So I can only hope.

I can only hope that it's not me, but someone else.

Now (・・・・・), this thought will not be in vain.

I can convey this fury to the girl I'm connected to. It's a bit of an unreliable guy, but still, it's better than not being able to communicate to anyone.

Boom.

--I'm not going to be able to get a good idea of what I'm talking about.

Don't mess with people's destiny.

Don't allow this atrocity to happen.

Question the Palinclone Legacy.

Listen to my cry.

And listen to my cry.

Tell me again: ......!

Reaper (・・・・) ......!