Chapter 368 (2/2)

After thinking about the family, I was hurt like a baby by the two old family members. I always felt that I owed her, and the snacks and fruits kept filling her mouth. As a result, her appetite was reduced. In Yawan, you can still eat a full bowl. Now you can eat more than half a bowl. Du Xiaoxian is preparing to take advantage of this period of time when the old man is not in front of him to change his habit of thinking.

After dinner, Du Xiaoxian goes to the kitchen to clean up the dishes and chopsticks. Gu nianbin accompanies her daughter to watch cartoons in the living room.

The little girl leaned against him, her big eyes staring at the TV without blinking. He was afraid that he could not understand. Sometimes he would explain a few words to him. Often, before he finished speaking, he was already very happy. Gu nianbin looked at her smile and laughed.He remembered that a few years ago, he also accompanied his little girl to watch cartoons. At that time, Du Xiaoxian was very fascinated with children's things, but he was not as fond of talking and laughing as he was thinking. He was very quiet whether watching TV or reading books. He nestled in his arms like a cute little cat. He always wanted to kiss her.

A few years later, his little girl gave birth to a little girl. She was already the mother of the child. However, there was no change. In his eyes, she was still that simple and innocent little girl, and the hardships of life did not leave any trace on her face. As soon as we met, the fact hit him hard.

He was haggard and lonely, but she was complacent, so she couldn't forgive, how could she!

He vowed to revenge her fiercely, to shred her into pieces, file bones and ashes, and sprinkle it cleanly in this world, as if she had never appeared. Maybe this can eliminate his hatred.

Love so deep, deep into the bone marrow, immersed in the blood, hurt her is to hurt himself, she shed tears, he would be like a knife, but he would rather like this, pain and happiness, do not want to forgive her.

He did not believe her any more. The woman with big mouth was no longer worthy of his trust. In fact, he did not have a sense of security for her, that clear eyes, timid expression, are all false! I just want him to take off all his defenses and fall into such a beautiful dream again, crazy again. He was not fooled. This time, he would never be fooled again!

Such miserable days have come, and even he admires himself. He thinks he can't live without her, but after all, he still lives.

He sneered at her, hurt her with vicious words, flirted with other women in front of her, tortured her recklessly, hurt her heart, and was willing to harm others. He wanted to return her ten times as much as his pain!

If you wish to see her scared, sad and tearful, he will have a kind of incisive joy.

He thought that he could torture her with a high attitude, but he couldn't, he couldn't.

In the dark corridor of the sky, when he put her against the wall at that moment, he was suddenly shocked and quickly released his hand. He could not be so close to her, could not touch her, could not see her open innocent eyes like a deer, he let her escape, also let himself off.

For so many years, he cast his deep hatred for her into a solid barrier, armed himself, and no longer showed his true feelings. But in front of her, he almost couldn't control it.

Therefore, he firmly opposed her living at home. Others thought that he was affectable. In fact, he did not want to be attracted by her again and fall into the unbearable situation again.

But no matter how blind he was, she was there, quietly blooming, like a ray of light, always shining into his heart.

He can pretend to be nothing, but he can't control his own heart. At the birthday party, Du Xiaoxian thought he was acting, and Lu HaoChen thought he was acting. Only he knew how precious the opportunity was!

He took her hand, put his arm around her waist, and even openly asked her to kiss him to get what he really wanted! He just wanted to hold her, to kiss her, to peel her, to swallow her.

That night, he had been in her next door, waiting for her to fall asleep, he secretly came over and stood by the bed to look at her. His eyes seemed to stick on her face. He could not move for a moment. He looked at her quietly and greedily.

In the middle of the night, she suddenly woke up. He ran to the terrace in a hurry and hid on the beam connecting the two balconies. It was so dark that there was no safety measures. If she fell down, the consequences would be unimaginable. However, he did not care at all, just did not want to be found by her. When he saw the thin figure of a woman on the terrace, his heart was pounding with nervousness. The wind in autumn night was cold on his face, but he had a layer of sweat on his back.

Back to the next room, he stood on the terrace all night blowing, trying to cool his heart.

In the morning, he found that he didn't want to let her go. So let Xiaoding send her back to the villa. Of course, there is an important reason, that is, do not want Lu HaoChen to find her, do not want them to meet. He was crazy jealous of the days they had been together, always tortured himself, imagining the scene when they were together: what did he say? What did you do? Have you ever held hands and hugged each other? Have you ever kissed? How far are they? Those imaginary pictures tormented him all night and couldn't sleep all night. His mood was good and bad. He really became a moody man!

It was very dangerous for him to be alone with Du Xiaoxian, so he was always on guard. He always had a tight string in his mind, but he didn't know which day it would be broken.

Fortunately, finally back home, so many people separated in the middle of them, he was safe, and finally changed back to the previous indifferent appearance.

With a smile of self talk, Du Xiaoxian came out of the kitchen with a plate of fruit in his hand and a smile on his face: ”eat the fruit.”

Miss miss cheered, but he put a piece of mango in his mouth.

The little girl was very quick. Gu nianbin didn't want to hide. She looked helpless: ”Dad is afraid of acid.”Thinking about laughing: ”it's not sour at all, it's sweet!”

As expected, it is sweet, and there is a faint fragrance. Gu nianbin lovingly touches her daughter's head. Yu Guangli, the woman is also smiling.