Chapter 267 (1/2)
All afternoon, Xia Xiaowan had no idea what to do.
It was intended to take this opportunity to test Gu nianbin. However, she didn't open her mouth, but he took the initiative to raise it. And she was scared when she opened her mouth.
Growing up together as a child, she knew him very well. Gu nianbin is a very calm person. At the beginning, everyone said that he loved her to the bone. But when she went abroad, he didn't go after her. He still lived a very regular life in the company's house step by step every day. For this reason, Xia Nanze was angry with him for a long time. It was not until she came back that their relationship improved.
But now, Gu nianbin is not calm. For Du Xiaoxian's sake, he is not calm at last.
Xia Xiaowan looks back on the whole thing carefully. The more she thinks about it, the more she thinks she is wrong. Although she is not a good person, she doesn't want to see Gu nianbin suffer so much. She has destroyed herself and can't destroy Gu nianbin any more.
It took so much effort to force Gu nianbin to propose to her. Now it takes a little courage to push forward.
After thinking for a long time, I finally made up my mind. Without Gu nianbin's help, her revenge road will become very difficult, but she can't drag Gu nianbin into the water just because she has selfishness.
When Xia Xiaowan made up his mind, he was sitting on the terrace watching the stars in the sky.
The night sky in the suburbs is very beautiful. On the gray blue sky, the stars are big and bright, like countless bright silver nails. If you are not careful, a few will fall.
At present, she just sighed and promised to reply him in the evening. She would tell him now when she did not repent.
Just got up, but heard the slow footsteps, calm and powerful, is Gu nianbin came over. So she sat down again and came, so that she would not have to go to him.
Thinking bin brought coffee to her, and handed her a shawl: ”spring chilly, put on it, be careful to catch cold.”
Xia Xiaowan put his shawl around his shoulder and looked at him with his head tilted and sighed.
Gu nianbin asked curiously, ”what's the matter? What do you sigh for? ”
Xia Xiaowan but smile not language, after a while said: ”you shake me.”
”What do you mean?” Gu nianbin was more and more puzzled: ”what are you talking about?”
Xia Xiaowan took a sip of coffee, as if some emotion: ”you are so careful and considerate, who married you should be happy?”
Gu nianbin laughed: ”so you don't have to hesitate any more. Besides, we two get married, and it's all belong to us!”
Xia Xiaowan bent the corner of his lips, ”I'm afraid to disappoint the masses.” Her habit was that, since she had made up her mind, she would not delay, lest she would have a long dream.
Gu nianbin was really surprised: ”you are absent-minded all afternoon, just for making such a decision?”
”Yes, I have decided not to marry you.”
”One afternoon is too short. You don't think well. It's better to think about it again.”
”No, I think very clearly,” Xia Xiaowan said, ”brother nianbin, thousands of mistakes are my fault, and because of this, I feel that I can't make any more mistakes.”
”Xia Xiaowan,” Gu nianbin's voice lost its temperature: ”you try your best to achieve your goal. Why regret? If you had known this, why did you play with me in the first place? ”
Gu nianbin's angry look is a little frightening, but Xia Xiaowan's complacency is her fault. He can't do too much to her.
While she was sitting here, she wrote a lot of manuscripts, thinking about how to persuade Gu nianbin, but in the end, she did not say a word of those words.
She just tells the truth, which is the first time that she analyzes her heart to Gu nianbin and tells him the secret between herself and Jiang Kaiwei. She told Gu nianbin all the things that she didn't want to recall.
Gu nianbin was shocked and watched her speechless for a long time. The coffee was cold in my hand, but I didn't drink any.
When Xia Xiaowan said it, she was relaxed. Her past was like a mountain. She could not tell anyone, even her parents, but now she finally said it.
Her psychotherapist once told her that when she was unhappy, she would tell her more, but she never listened, nor was she willing to reveal her own pain to others. She just kept it in her heart, let her hatred grow day by day, and her temper became more and more irritable.
Now she felt that the psychiatrist was right, and it really made people happy. Even a lot of things that she didn't think she could say were all poured out.
Gu nianbin put the cold coffee on the table and held her hand: ”sorry, Xiaowan, I didn't know you suffered so much.”
Xia Xiaowan shook his head: ”read bin elder brother, it's none of your business, it's my fault, no one can blame.”
”Well,” Gu nianbin hesitated for a moment and asked, ”does Jiang Kaiwei know the truth yet?”
”He has no right to know.” When Xia Xiaowan mentioned Jiang Kaiwei, he bit his teeth.
Gu nianbin was silent for a while and said, ”Nanze shouldn't hide it from me.””Tell you, will you come to me?”