Chapter 252 (1/2)

He suddenly raised a glimmer of hope in his heart, rushed to catch Du Xiaoxian's arm and said eagerly: ”look at my eyes, you can't cheat me, you never tell lies, look at me!”

At last, he was almost roaring. Du Xiaoxian raised his head slowly and frowned slightly, because he hurt her a lot. But her eyes were calm and her eyes did not dodge. Her big eyes were still as clear as a stream.

She said slowly, ”you know I won't tell lies, and I won't cheat you. I can't cheat you either. I really don't want to go on like this. Even if Gu's OK this time, your family still won't let us together. Do you want to make the master angry again? ”

”You're worried about them, aren't you? You don't want to embarrass me, do you? ” Gu nianbin wheezed and gasped, and the breath of her nose was as hot as fire.

”No, I just don't like complexity,” Du Xiaoxian tried to resist the pain on his arm: ”with you, there are always people who come to me. Xia manyin, Xia Xiaowan, maybe there will be others in the future. In addition to your family, I really can't cope with it. I just want to be simple, even if I'm as lonely as before. I can't adapt to your world, so... ”

”So you want to escape, don't you?” Gu nianbin clenched his teeth: ”you still can't face it bravely, can you? You want to leave me in trouble, don't you? You are a coward! When Gu Shanshan comes to you, you surrender immediately. My mother comes to you and you surrender. You never think about me. You say that you like me and you want to be brave for me. It turns out that you are deceiving! ”

”I'm sorry,” Du Xiaoxian's voice went down, ”I didn't want to cheat you. I tried hard, but I can't, I really can't do it. I'm a very ordinary girl. I shouldn't have set foot in your world, so I'm wrong...”

Gu nianbin slowly released her and fell back on the carpet. His fingers trembled and picked up the cigarette box on the table. He took out a cigarette and stuck it in his mouth. However, he didn't ignite it. His face was at a loss and helpless, as if he was a abandoned child.

Du Xiaoxian has been biting his lips and clenching his fist tightly. His fingernails are deeply pinched into his skin, but he doesn't feel pain because there is a place where the blood is dripping and shocking. He can't bear to look directly at himself. Sweat on the back, the cold line straight down, cold pain stabbing bone, fall to the most painful place, and become a piece of flesh and blood.

Tears have been trembling in the fundus of the eyes, but once again let her force back, can not cry, she must not cry, can not be weak, has not ended, for him, and she, must not cry!

Slowly put out his hand and put the test sheet into the bag. The man's cold and sharp eyes flashed over: ”leave it, I'll check it. If I find you cheat me,” he squeezed out word by word from his teeth: ”Du Xiaoxian, you're dead!”

Du Xiaoxian then put the test sheet back on the coffee table and said calmly, ”you know I never tell lies. You'd better not check it, so as not to feel uncomfortable again.” She stood up. ”I'm done. I'm going.”

Gu nianbin also stood up and watched her walk slowly towards the door. Her thin body seemed to be too delicate and timid, which made people feel pity for her.

”Xianer,” he called to her, and his painful eyes were still attached: ”if what you said is true, then, as long as you are willing to stay, all the problems will be handed to me.” his voice was shaking: ”I will handle them all, OK?”

He abandoned his dignity and almost forced himself to a desperate situation to beg Du Xiaoxian not to leave.

Du Xiaoxian stood there, looking very calm, in fact, her whole process is almost calm, not a drop of tears. Gu nianbin knows it's wrong. Du Xiaoxian is almost strange. This is not his little girl.

Sure enough, Du Xiaoxian shook his head: ”don't you know yet? He didn't force me. I volunteered. It's easy to be with him. It's troublesome to be with you. I just like simple life

”Well,” Gu nianbin's voice was hoarse: ”what about our feelings?”

”I still like you,” Du Xiaoxian shook his head dejectedly: ”but I also like him, as long as it is good to me, I like. You'd better forget me She turned decisively, opened the door and went out.

The door was like a slow motion picture in the movie. When it was closed slowly, he could see Zhou Ting, who was sitting outside, raised her head and was slightly surprised. Then she walked out with her thin figure, and gradually lost her trace in the narrow light. Finally, the door closed.

Gu nianbin stood in a daze. What happened? The sun was shining out of the window, but he felt cold, as if in the snow. Looking around, there was a white thing on the ground. When he picked it up, it was the cigarette that was in his mouth. I don't know when it had fallen on the ground. He put the cigarette in his mouth again, but he couldn't find the lighter everywhere, but he couldn't find it anywhere. There was nothing on the table, in the drawer, in the cabinet, on the shelf, under the tea table

Zhou Ting in the door probe, a look of panic at him: ”boss, what are you looking for?”