Chapter 199 (2/2)

”What do you want to say to me?” Gu nianbin poured wine for himself and said, ”don't drink white wine. You can drink juice.”

Xia Xiaowan said: ”no, I drink too. I'm too depressed.”

Gu nianbin looked at her and said, ”OK, you can have some.” He also poured a glass of wine to Xia Xiaowan.

Two people touched the cup, thinking bin sipped a small sip of wine, high concentration of liquor, the entrance is spicy, he can not help frowning: ”what are you holding back?”

”Nothing,” said Xia Xiaowan glumly, ”it's just that it's too difficult to live.”

”How can you be so pessimistic?” Gu nianbin sandwiched a chopsticks dish: ”this is not like your character?”

”People can change,” Xia Xiaowan said with a wry smile: ”brother nianbin, in fact, I shouldn't ask you out. Now there are rumors all over the place. If people see me with you, wouldn't they just fight against themselves?”

”Do you mind this?” Gu nianbin squinted at her.

”I'm afraid you mind.” Xia Xiaowan stares at his eyes.

”Me?” Gu nianbin's mouth slightly curved, seems to be smiling, half ring said: ”I have nothing to mind.”

”Good!” Xia Xiaowan suddenly said in a loud voice: ”for your sake, cheers.” She raised her glass, did not touch it, but raised her neck to drink the wine.

Gu nianbin hesitated for a while and dried up the wine, saying, ”don't drink so hard. Be careful to get drunk.”

”I just wish I was drunk,” Xia Xiaowan chuckled twice, with a sad and lonely smile: ”brother nianbin, I think my life is really bad. I didn't know how to cherish and missed you. Now I want to go back, but you fall in love with others. I just want to have a meal with you like an ordinary friend. I'm afraid of being criticized. I want to rob my boyfriend. I really don't know what to do. ” She stopped to pour a cup for herself and filled it with Gu nianbin. Then she said, ”I thought I would have a better time when I came back to my relatives and friends, but there was no such thing as apathy. I just wanted to see my jokes. This world is really indifferent. Maybe I did something wrong and should not come back.”

She laughed again, poured the wine into her mouth, and added more wine, but she looked down at the gold lined goblet and stopped talking.

Gu nianbin put a chopstick dish in her bowl: ”you don't patronize drinking, also eat order dish.”

”Thank you nianbin elder brother,” Xia Xiaowan put vegetables into his mouth to send: ”if you want to say who is good to me now, it can only be brother nianbin.”

”Why is it just me? Do your parents and Nanze treat you badly?”

”Of course they are good to me, but,” Xia Xiaowan dried up the wine again. ”My parents are old and don't want them to worry about me any more. My brother is in charge of Xiashi now and has a heavy burden. I don't want him to be distracted by me. So a lot of things can't be said to them, so I have to keep it in my heart. I feel like I'm stuck in the mud. I can't go up and down again. I don't know what to do. ”

”I'm sorry, Xiao Wan,” Gu nianbin said. ”I didn't know it would cause you such a torment.”

”Brother nianbin, you said you could compensate me last time, didn't you?”

Xia Xiaowan wants to pour wine again, and is held down by Gu nianbin: ”don't drink, you are almost drunk.”

”You let me drink it,” Xia Xiaowan looked at him, his eyes slowly exuded tears, ”I feel bad, very uncomfortable.”

Gu nianbin looked at her for a while, released his hand, ”how do you want me to compensate you?”

”I'm not happy at this time,” Xia Xiaowan said, filling his glass with tears. ”I always want to talk to someone, but I don't know who else to look for except you.”

Thinking bin moved his lips and was about to speak, Xia Xiaowan said, ”of course, I know it's on the cusp of the storm now. I can't find you. Besides, you are still so busy. I'm just saying casually, you, don't take it to heart. It's boring. You can't get sick anyway. ”

”Xiaowan,” Gu nianbin was not happy at all. Seeing Xia Buwan like this, he was not happy. ”I'm very sad to see you like this. I hope you are as happy as before. You don't need to pay attention to what others say. Even if we meet, we don't need to explain anything to others. If you are really bored, just call me and I'll talk to you Is that ok? ”

Xia Xiaowan wiped a tear, smile, ”still read bin elder brother to me best.”