Chapter 151 (2/2)

Through the door, her cry seemed to be smaller, but it was still clear in Shao Baiqing's ears. He was like a lost soul. He sat down by the door and said slowly, ”I know your name is Li Dian. You graduated from the Business School of East China University. You live in City C thousands of miles away. Your parents are civil servants. I know you like mousse cake and American Almond Hot coco, like to watch movies, like swimming, like to eat hot pot red four Xi, you can run fast in seven inch high heels, you like to wear curly hair, because it can make your face smaller, you like to stay in bed, so you will be late occasionally. I said it doesn't matter, this is your privilege as the general secretary. Every time you are unhappy, I invite you to dinner. When I am happy, I like to call you baby, maybe... ” His voice became lower and lower: ”in my heart, you are my baby, but I don't know it myself. On the first day of your report, you wore a white shirt, a black dress, and a ponytail. I said to you, don't be interested in your boss. This is not only to restrain you, but also to restrain myself. I have a good reputation. After all, I am a general manager in the company, and there should be some bottom line. Maybe this sentence really constrains me, or maybe even I don't know, when, you occupy the most important position in my heart. If you say you are not happy, I'll push all the appointments, eat and drink with you, you like snacks, I'll buy them from time to time, lie to you that they're sent by your girlfriends, you call for sick leave, I'll run to your house after I call …”Nina behind the door has stopped crying, and there is no voice at all. But Shao Baiqing knows that she must still be there. He then said, ”after you left, I began to feel wrong. The whole person is not good. I don't know why. I don't want to go home. I don't know what I want to do. It's like losing something very important, but I don't know where to find it Come back, until that night, I saw you in the supermarket, I immediately understood that I lost you, I lost my baby. I asked Lingyun to find out your address. I went every day, but I didn't dare to call you. I was afraid that once I called you, you would run away again. During that time, I was dazed, afraid but happy. I had never been so worried about gain and loss. ”

He stopped and breathed a little. He didn't care about anything. He opened his chest and showed her the heart full of holes because of her. No matter whether she accepted it or not, he took advantage of this courage to say everything in his heart and reveal his pain in front of her. Even if he died, he would die without regret. After all, he said it and held it for so long that he could finally tell it to her.

”I played chess so carefully, but you still found out that you said such cruel words to me. I was very angry. I thought that since this was the case, I would never come to you again, but there was no way. I couldn't do it. I couldn't control my own heart and my own feet. Du Xiaoxian's departure made me understand one thing. Cherish the people in front of me. Don't really be unable to find them. I'll regret later. I have lived in regret all my life, so I have the cheek to come to you again and again. ” He sighed, ”I don't know if you're listening, but I've told you everything I've said in my heart. What's not reserved is for you to listen. No matter whether you want to accept me or not, Nina, I just want to say,” Shao Baiqing suddenly stops here.

Nina leaned against the door and listened quietly, but her heart beat violently, as if she were afraid. She was so scared that she shrank into a ball, and there was a voice in her heart called ”no, no, No..” Don't say

”I love you!”

After saying this, Shao Baiqing was silent for a long time, and finally said it. The three words seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, but finally he said it. Suddenly, he seemed to be relieved and stretched his legs a little bit.

There was a long silence behind the door. Shao Baiqing took a deep breath and then closed his eyes. Maybe silence is the best ending. He has been in love for several years. He is so proud that the final result is like this

The corridor was dark and silent, and the sound of the wind was heard outside, whistling through the withered branches. It was a sharp and sad voice.

Shao Baiqing sat against the wall, his whole body was numb, but he was not willing to get up or move. Those words seemed to have exhausted all his efforts. He closed his eyes dejectedly. His mind was blank and he didn't want to think about anything.

I don't know how long, Shao Baiqing almost fell into confusion, but the door suddenly opened. Nina stood by the door with a pale face, ”come in.”

Shao Baiqing was overjoyed and was about to get up. However, he was so stiff that he didn't stand up. Instead, he staggered and fell down because he got up too quickly.

Nina stretched out her hand, Shao Baiqing took her hand, and finally stood up. Nina did not say anything and quietly turned to walk toward the room.

Shao Baiqing closes the door and goes to the room. Nina opens the quilt and lies on the bed. Shao Baiqing also lies on the bed. Nina was still silent, with her back to him, and went to sleep like that. Shao Baiqing was stunned for a long time before she dared to lean over and gently hold her in his arms. Nina was still as if she were asleep. Shao Baiqing also did not dare to move. He was a little confused, as if all this was not true. Just now he was sitting outside the door, cold and stiff, but now he is lying in Nina's bed, holding his beloved, as if it was a dream. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. If it was a dream, he would keep dreaming!