Chapter 144 (2/2)
is the dedication of his life in the skin color struggle
years to change possession into lost
tired eyes with expectations
today there are only residual bodies
to welcome the glorious years
to hold on to freedom in the wind and rain
to struggle through hesitation in life
life is a struggle self confidence can change the future
who can do it to
The deep male voice reverberates in the night sky. Gu nianbin has been in Hong Kong for several years. He can speak cantonese with a round accent and sing well. Du Xiaoxian can't understand a word, but he thinks it's very pleasant to listen to. It's better than that on TV. She has never heard Gu nianbin sing. Last time in KTV, she asked him to sing, but he refused to sing. Shao Baiqing also said that he didn't like singing, but Du Xiaoxian didn't expect that he could sing so well. She was completely stunned, and the fire dragon in the opposite side didn't look at him. She just stared at Gu nianbin.
With a smile on his face, Gu nianbin sang aloud to the dark valley. At this moment, he was also very surprised. The songs of his school days could be sung down word for word. It was clearly like another world, but as long as he had the heart, he could remember it.
When he was a student, he liked to sing and sang very well. He also played a good guitar. At every school art festival, he sat on the stage in a white suit with a guitar in his arms. He did not open his mouth, but there was an uproar at the bottom. Once he opened his mouth, he was quiet again. The boys' eyes are worshipping, while the girls are admiring. With so many eager eyes under the stage, he only cares about one person.
At that time, he tried very hard to make himself excellent, but he still couldn't compare with Jiang Kaiwei, who was brilliant.
At that time, Xia Xiaowan had already told him the secret in his heart. However, she was not happy, because she did not dare to confess, the pain of secret love, he knew better than anyone else, so she often sang to her, but once she heard him sing, she cried, there was no voice, just silently shed tears, as if there were endless grievances, sad and pitiful, so that he cut his heart, so he no longer sang for her, even if she begged him mournfully He didn't sing. Suddenly he lost interest in singing. Since then, he has never sung in public. As time goes by, he doesn't remember that he can sing.
Xia Xiaowan also looks like a person from another world. In fact, he didn't forget Xia Xiaowan for a long time. When he met Du Xiaoxian in the early autumn, it's just the end of autumn. Even a season hasn't been over, but he doesn't think of her for a long time. Maybe it's because this song reminds him of the past, so he thinks of her again.
Gu nianbin finished the song and sighed with a light sigh for the past green years and endless missing and waiting. In this late autumn night, he said goodbye to his past. From now on, he will no longer be lonely and lonely. With his little girl, his happiness can be obtained.
”Come on, go back to sleep and get up again.” He said in a low voice, holding Du Xiaoxian's hand and walking back slowly. The fire dragon on the opposite side is still crawling in the mountains. This night is not lonely.
Du Xiaoxian came back to his senses at this time. He looked at him with his big bright eyes and said, ”you sing really well! Better than on TV! ”
Gu nianbin loved to pinch her face: ”little apple polisher.”
”I'm not flattering. It's true. It's really nice.” Du Xiaoxian seriously said: ”last time in KTV, Mr. Shao also said that you don't like singing. I didn't expect to sing so well.”
”Like listening?” Gu nianbin put her hand in the pocket of her coat to keep warm: ”then I'll sing it to you.”
Du Xiaoxian nodded hard and said happily, ”there are only two people in the world who have sung songs for me. One is Ma, the other is you.”
”What does your mother sing?”
”I don't know. I sing it when I'm sleeping,” Du Xiaoxian thought for a moment and hummed softly: ”it's dark, the birds are back, the insects are whispering, and the baby is going to sleep. The moon goes, the stars blink, the wind sings softly, and the baby is going to sleep... ”
Du Xiaoxian is singing his hometown dialect. His voice is light and quiet. It seems that he is really trying to coax a child to sleep. Gu nianbin listened quietly and suddenly said with a smile, ”I can't sleep in the future. You can sing to me like this.”
Du Xiaoxian cast a funny glance at him: ”so big a person sleeps to coax?”
”Then sing it to our children later.” Gu nianbin held her in his arms. When he spoke, his breath was blowing on her head like a gentle warm wind, which was blown away by the cold mountain wind, but it was even colder.
Du Xiaoxian was stunned for a moment. She didn't dare to think about it. She was so happy to have him around. Could she still hope to have his children