Chapter 10 - Dont be (1/2)

(MC's POV)

”Urghh... an unknown ceiling...”

Damn, I finally woke up from that nightmare. So it was true... The memories that I have been seeing was the real me. Before, I could only watch and hear things. But now, I can recall the exact feeling of each of those memories. It was excruciatingly painful to remember those depressing moments. Sigh* In a way, it was also a blessing. I don't know what I would have done if I retain all of those power while being so emotionally unstable. Worse, I might have killed Mikasa's family... my second family.

Speaking of Mikasa, I hope she doesn't see me as a monster. Living with her and her family for so long, I have been really attached to them.

Tears began to pour out of my eyes before I even realize it.

Damn it! Even if they see me as a monster, I won't resent them for that fact. I'm gonna repay them for all the help they have given me. Ahh... I swear... I, ATHANATOS, WILL OWE NO ONE. BE MY ENEMY AND I SHALL KILL. BE MY ALLY AND I WILL REWARD.

”THANA-KUN!!!”

Huh? Mikasa?

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(Mikasa's Pov)

Thank goodness. I'm glad I made such a good decision to come to Dr. Yeager's house. But why is Thana-kun here? Why was he so bloody earlier. I thought he was almost dead. Strangely enough, there wasn't even a wound on his body. Was it not his blood? He was in so much pain though.

Opening the door, I see Thana-kun sitting on the bed while crying. My eyes are getting teary too.

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Don't be. I also killed someone. If it's anyone's fault, it's mine. If I was stronger, none of this would have happened. But if you feel guilty. Don't worry. Let both of us shoulder the burdens together. You won't be alone again... because I am here.

I lunged toward him as fast as I could with my arms wide open.

”Wait. Mikasa!”

”Baka. Why did you leave! I thought you ran away. Wahhhhhhh｡ﾟヽ(ﾟ´Д｀)ﾉﾟ｡

Ahh... I'm embarrassed. But hugging Thana-kun feels so good.

After that, I keep rubbing my face on his cheek.

He's getting embarrassed too, hehe XD.

It's alright. I'm always here with you.