Chapter 43 (1/2)
Lin Mubei ignored him at the beginning. The head looked at Ye Sitong again, as if he wanted her to persuade Lin Mubei again. Ye Sitong pursed his lips, slightly nodded his head, and the head left.
When the door was opened, Lin Mubei seemed to be drained of his spirit. His previous arrogance dissipated completely. He stared at the tea table and half of the tea, and his eyes did not move.
Ye Sitong reached out and hugged his waist. He said softly, ”well, don't think so much. Haven't you eaten yet? I cooked dinner. It's all your favorite food.”
Lin Mubei has no appetite. He has a lot of troubles in his heart.
There was no movement for a long time. Ye Sitong was about to pull him up. Lin Mubei covered his hand, ”I have something to tell you.”
His expression was solemn and his sword eyebrow was slightly twisted. Ye Sitong suddenly stared at his handsome face and took a deep breath. She could probably guess that it was a very important thing.
”You say.”
Lin Mubei was silent for a moment and said, ”what do you think about the child?”
”Of course it was born! This is our child!” Ye Sitong blurted out without hesitation.
”Have you thought about what happened after he was born?”
Ye Sitong frowned and asked sadly, ”Mu Bei, don't you want this child?”
”No.” Lin Mubei shook his head and held her shoulder in both hands. ”Si Tong, listen to me, I don't want this child, but I can't have this child. I don't want him to be like me in the future, you know?”
Lin Mubei closed his eyes and continued, ”I'm in a very dangerous situation now. If I didn't clean up these troubles before the child was born, the child's future destiny might be the same as me, but these troubles are far more than I thought. It's dangerous and unfair for you and the child.”
Tears couldn't help falling from his eyes and across his face. Lin Mubei wanted to kiss her tears, but he still held back. He really couldn't be too emotional.
Ye Sitong looked at her with tears in her hazy eyes. There was a water light in it. She put her hand on her flat stomach. She choked low and said, ”so, what's your decision?”
Lin Mubei gritted his teeth and said, ”son, knock it off.”
He thought Ye Sitong didn't want to make trouble and quarrel with him. He wandered outside for a long time after work and prepared a large set of speeches, but after hearing this, ye Sitong just said calmly, ”OK, when do you go to the hospital?”
She understood what Lin Mubei meant. Just like what Lin Mubei said, they can't protect themselves now. They don't know when there will be an unexpected accident again. In that case, what should the children do?
Even if the child is born safely, he must be in danger. The person who wants Lin Mubei's life will definitely think of the child, just as Lin Mubei tried every means to drive her away. If they can, they all want to give the child a complete home.
Who is to blame? We can only blame the child for coming at a bad time.
”The sooner the better. Let's go after dinner.” Lin Mubei thought that ye Sitong hadn't eaten yet and said.
Ye Sitong didn't expect Lin Mubei to be so efficient. She thought that at least she had to wait until tonight. She still had one night to say many things she hadn't had time to say.
Ye Sitong had no appetite, but in order to delay that moment, he forced himself to eat more than half a bowl of rice. The rice stalk swallowed desperately in his throat. Lin Mubei looked in his eyes, but let her say nothing.
After dinner, ye Sitong had to clean up the dishes and chopsticks. Lin Mubei directly grabbed her: ”let's go. We'll go sooner or later. We'll have some in the future.”
Lin Mubei showed his cold blood incisively and vividly at this time. He pulled Ye Sitong into the car and started the car without hesitation.
With tears in his eyes, ye Sitong asked again and again, ”can't you wait for tomorrow? Can't you wait for a night? It will never be this one in the future!”
Lin Mubei didn't respond to her. He felt a dull pain in his heart. Isn't that his flesh and blood? Like everyone else, he was happy when he knew he was going to be a father, but he was deeply worried that such happiness did not last long.
Ye Sitong understood Lin Mubei's practice, but she couldn't bear it. She just knew that she was pregnant with a little life in her stomach. The sense of blood connected support made her tears in her eyes, but before she had time to plan his future and life, this little life was about to slip away.
Ye Si Tong stroked her stomach. She seemed to feel another rhythm suddenly there, and said in a low voice: ”My child, it's my mother who is sorry for you and can't protect you. Next time, I'll be reborn. I'll go to a stable family and be an ordinary person. I'll be obedient and happy all my life. Maybe one day we can meet again. I know that we've been connected by blood.”
Ye Sitong said so many words that she didn't even know what she said. At last, there was only one sentence left: ”child, don't hate us...”
The city at this point is not blocked like it. Lin Mubei drives his car on the busy road and crawls slowly. Ye Sitong's catchy words are put into his ears. The more he listens, the less he tastes. He can't bear to listen again. He doesn't know where to find a cigarette.
The window rolled down. He was still looking for a fire. Ye Sitong had taken the cigarette from his mouth. Her eyes were red and swollen. I think she had cried again just now. Her voice changed a little: ”don't smoke, it's bad for children.”
Lin Mubei stopped looking for the lighter and beat it directly on the steering wheel. The atmosphere in the car was very silent.