Chapter 90 - Pleasant mission. (1/2)
After that, I took a mission with Suzan and then left the guild. As Cibely had already made a mission, I took the opportunity to leave the city with her, I didn't know if they would go to the same forest as me, but at least I can go as far as I can.
It is not good to venture alone, on the one hand, it is good since I can use my strength any way I want without anyone seeing or being surprised, and the downside is that I have no one to talk to during missions.
Although I had no one to talk to in my old world, I still wanted to have a close friend, but I could never have, right? The only thing I could do was accept it all while immersing myself in otaku things.
Now that I think about it better I was quite lonely and didn't realize it until I died, was that okay for me? Maybe I didn't show any sign of caring, but deep down, I didn't want that happening to me.
It seems that I didn't realize these things and for me, it was fine, after I arrived in this world I started to realize how sad I was in my old world, how I missed friendships and even my family.
I already said I would stop thinking about my old world, but there are no ways to do that, I lived there for years, and my family is there, like it or not, they are my family.
I'm having a lot of fun in this world right now, so I thank God for sending me to a world where I can have fun, and a world where I can have real friends like these girls, and of course, Emily.
If I hadn't found Emily, I don't know where I would be right now. I'm not sure I would be able to think of all these video plans without her around. One thing I am sure of, I would never prȯstɨtutė myself, even if I am in need.
If Emily wasn't there, I would refuse to do that and would leave that place; in that environment, nobody could hold me back.
But it is better to stop thinking about memories, whenever I start thinking about it, I get a terrible feeling, especially when I remember that mansion and my old life.
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We left the city a little after that, I thought we were going to go to the same forest, but this time I would go to the same forest, and they were going to the forest to the right of the city.
That forest has stronger and more dangerous monsters, I can think of going there someday, it seems that the weaker monsters there are goblins, but there are also ogres that are a little more powerful.
Deep in the forest, there are much more dangerous monsters, so it is better to be careful when I go there, I think it is better to stay in this forest to make some money and climb my RANK.
When I raise my rank, I will be able to take some missions that I will need to go to this forest.