Chapter 2625 (2/2)
”77, I found your ticket. What's the matter? At that time, you bought your ticket secretly, but at the last second, you still didn't get on the plane, did you?”
Cold Jianjia is also an accident, this just from repair seven seven bag found the ticket.
”I didn't expect to be discovered by you. In fact, at that time, I went out from the bar because I wanted to go to the airport and meet that person. But I think that maybe my appearance is meaningless. Love needs both sides. Maybe he really wants to settle down and rebuild his family. Besides, I suddenly lose courage, Because I'm afraid I'm just a clown. ” Xiuqiqi felt her heart, and suddenly the tearing pain swept her whole body.
”I don't know why. Seeing this ticket, I feel a little uncomfortable at the bottom of my heart.”
Xiu Qiqi said bitterly, ”maybe I can still remember the pain at that time, but I don't have the idea to continue to like that person. No matter from what angle, he and I are completely separated, there will be no more contact. After this cooperation, he will leave here completely. ”
”Not necessarily. He still has a company in the valley and will always come back, but the time is not fixed every time. If you really care about him, you will suffer, so you must put your mind on yourself.” Leng Jianjia suddenly grasped Xiu Qiqi's wrist, ”I knew you didn't want to come out so easily, but I didn't expect that you actually bought a ticket. If he knew, would he...”
”No Xiu Qiqi shook his head decidedly, and then sarcastically said, ”he will never, he has no feelings for me, otherwise he will not really get engaged. In fact, I was still lucky at that time. I thought he just showed me, but I didn't expect it to be true. At that time, I even felt that if he left the engagement, I would fly over immediately, Desperate to stay, but, he did not... That I am nothing to him, I do not want to be sentimental
”I don't know what to say in order to persuade you. I just think you can control your feelings very well. It's clear that you still have feelings, but you have to pretend that you don't have feelings.” Leng Jianjia just felt distressed when she saw xiuqiqi at the moment.
”Sometimes, I even feel that feelings are really bad luck. I always can't find the one who loves me the most, and I can't grasp the happiness that belongs to me. Chu Hannian at the beginning, and Ling Xi later, too. It seems that I can never find the right person. Maybe, in my life, I am lonely.”
Xiu Qiqi said jokingly, ”but it doesn't matter. I'll know when I experience more. In fact, what I want is not the one I love deeply. If I find someone who loves me, I can live happily.”
”But can you guarantee that you and the one who loves you can live a happy life? Love can't be pretended, even if it can be pretended for a time, but it can't be pretended for a lifetime. I think we can only be happy with the person we love most. If we can't, it's better to choose a person. ”
Cold Jianjia deep respiratory tract, ”I just feel that I can't control the man I love, so I prefer to be alone. I don't want to experience painful feelings any more. I just don't want to think about it.”
”Do you mean Chu Hannian?” Xiu Qiqi took a deep breath and asked unexpectedly.
”Perhaps. I just feel that I don't need love now. ” Cold Jianjia nodded, ”but you are not the same, you still love a person.”
”Originally, I thought I was a very bold person, but after this divorce, I realized that I was also very timid. I was afraid of rejection and abandonment. Are you funny? It was clear that I wanted to divorce first, but I regretted it first.”