Chapter 1491 (1/2)

”I know, all the time, you are envious of Shen Ao, and even feel that there is a shadow of Shen Ao in my heart, but you have misunderstood it all the time. I'm really just an ordinary friend to Shen Ao, and I haven't given him any hope, but he won't let it go himself...”

Li Ruoxi really knew how painful it was to love but not to love, so she closed her eyes and said, ”even if I hurt him, I never promised him, so you think it's wrong for me to do so?”

”I won't believe what you say now, unless you marry me now and get a license.” Fu Zisheng sneered. In the past, Li Ruoxi was always talking about marriage, but now, it's Fu Zisheng.

Fu Zisheng didn't know what words to use to describe his mood at the moment. He just felt bitter inside. He tried his best to love this woman, but what he got was just the result.

”Fu Zisheng, in fact, you are really good, but now, we really want to separate...”

Li Ruoxi choked, ”in fact, I have feelings for you, but... We are really impossible.”

”If you really want to be with me, it's still possible. You're just making excuses for yourself to leave me.”

Fu Zisheng held Li Ruoxi's wrist and said, ”as long as you are willing to be with me and stay with me, I can really give you everything, even my life...”

”I don't think so. You mean, if I'm not with you, you're going to kill yourself?”

Li Ruoxi really didn't expect that she and Fu Zisheng would become like this, from dependence at first to extreme.

”It's not like this to love someone. You still have to have your own life. You can't give up everything just because of me... A man like you is very worthy of being loved, but I'm not worthy of all this. Fu Zisheng, if the first man I meet is you, I will love you well and won't separate from you for any reason, but, I've really experienced too much, and my heart is old. I can't make myself feel that nothing has happened. I love you like that... ”

Li Ruoxi is suppressing her emotions. If she continues to pester her, she will only fragmentary her once beautiful memories.

Of course, she didn't want to let the past be beautiful and become fragments of disdain for memory.

”It's easy for you to say that, but now, my whole life is all about you. How can I go back to the past?”

Fu Zisheng's ridiculous way.

”So we'd better separate. You've changed and become extreme now. I almost can't recognize you. I don't want to change you. The really suitable feelings are not like this. You don't need to become another person for me. You just need to be yourself.”

Li Ruoxi put out her hand and hugged her head. ”I don't know why. I'm so afraid of you now. I'm afraid that you will hurt me and that you will pull me to die together. I'm really afraid. I'm afraid of you... I don't even dare to approach you. How can I approach you and go back to the past with you?”

”Are you afraid of me?”

Fu Zisheng didn't expect to get this result. The woman he loved said that she was afraid of his love

”What do you want me to be?”

Fu Zisheng almost knelt down in front of Li Ruoxi.

Li Ruoxi just stretched out her hand and followed Fu Zisheng's hair, ”you get up, don't do that, I know you are also very uncomfortable...”

”Would you like to be with me, even if you pity me or sympathize with me?”

Looking up, Fu Zisheng asked expectantly.

”Why, I have to...”

Li Ruoxi really couldn't figure it out.

”Because it has to be you, it can only be you.”