Chapter 913 (1/2)
”If I get my memory back, but it will change everything now, then I'd rather lose it...”
This is the most true thought of Si yejue.
He thinks it's good to live a plain life like this.
He really doesn't want to change anything.
”Si yejue, in fact, people think of the past, is a complete self, I think this is unfair to you and me.” Shen Jiang sighed, ”I used to hope, and even I still hope, that you can live forever in the present, not in the past, but I know that one day you will wake up, so, Si yejue, you must restore your memory, and then make a choice, because such a choice is my affirmation and will make me firm.”
Si yejue hears speech, but can't speak.
He thought that as long as he was good to Shen Jiang wholeheartedly, it would be enough.
But now I realized that this kind of good, with too much uncertainty, would make Shen Jiang uneasy all the time.
”I have always thought that forgetting the past is an opportunity for me to start afresh. I didn't treat you well before, but now I use it to compensate you...” Si yejue explained.
”In the past two years, you have been really good to me. I know that...” Shen Jiang reached out again and rubbed the man's chin, ”but you have to live for yourself.”
”Am I not now?” Si yejue asked unexpectedly.
Shen Jiang then shook his head, ”no, you only remember me now, so you mistakenly think that you really need me, but when you think of the past, you will know what you really want.”
”So you want me to be treated?” Si yejue asked indifferently.
”Yes.” Shen Jiang nodded his head in deep affirmation.
Si yejue was silent again.
”Well, if that's what you want...”
At the same time, in order to better show his father's role, Si yejue will spend time with Shen Jiang after work.
In fact, Shen Jiang didn't want to leave the company so early and go home to raise the baby.
But the elders were worried that Shen Jiang might have an accident in the company.
”Mom, I still want to go back to work in the company. I always stay at home and feel like a useless person...” Shen Jiang says helplessly.
”Si yejue also agrees to let you stay at home and have a rest. After all, you are pregnant now, so you can't be stimulated...” Shen's mother said excitedly, ”you can be pregnant now. The time is just right, and he is very considerate to you now. You have a good eye in those years, and know that he will treat you in the future.”
”Mom, you know, he is just amnesia now...” Shen Jiang pressed his eyebrows, ”so his kindness to me is not from the heart.”
”My silly daughter, you don't care what the reason is. As long as people are willing to treat you, it's your blessing.” Shen's mother doesn't hope that Shen Jiang has too much pressure. ”Besides, if you have children now, you will have the basis of responsibility. Even if he really thinks of it, he won't let you alone.”
”But mom, what I want is not a man's responsibility...”
”Well, what do you want? One day, your feelings will gradually fade, but the responsibility will not.” Shen's mother pinched her daughter's face. ”Shen Jiang, only when you are pregnant can you bind him all the time.”
”I'm not the kind of woman who can bind a man with children. I want children because I like them now.” Shen Jiang tried to explain.
”I know what you think, and mom's here too.” Shen's mother said with a light smile, ”but now, your feelings are not very good. You should not always have a bitter face. He is a man, and you should be kind to him.”
Shen Jiang knows what Shen's mother means.
She can't always push away the night baron.