Chapter 183 (1/2)
Just like her and his previous life, she took everything from her, including her life, in her happiest time.
Although Chu cangjue loves Shan Mingyue's sadness, he doesn't want to indulge her randomness. Because he knew that once he let go, she would immediately go around like a runaway wild horse.
Long Qiye left. Shan Mingyue was sad and lost. In her heart, although she let him go, it was his unrelenting back that hurt her. In her heart, she only thought that he didn't really treat her. If they first met, they had no trust and confidence in her. If they wanted to let go, they would let go. After making a decision, they would resolutely turn and leave.
Let him go and really go, regardless of her feelings. This is dragon seven night's love for her.
Shan Mingyue doesn't believe in feelings now. Chu cangjue keeps saying that he loves her. Similarly, no matter what she wants, he just wants to imprison her by his side. Long zisa also said that she was his only love and would love her forever, but in the end, he only treated her in the way he thought right. If he felt that she was in danger, he kept her in captivity. If she went out, she would lock her up. If she was afraid that she would be robbed by others, he would tie her up like a dog, that was his love for her.
Not loving her will make her lose, and loving her will suffocate her. Let's go! Her world should be restored to peace. She can't bear so much love. Instead of suffering together, let everyone be free. Shan Mingyue is still trapped in the vortex of sad feelings. Now the only Yaya who can let her have no emotional burden comes back in time, adding a trace of color and light to her bleak life.
”Mom, it's for you. This flower is beautiful! I picked it on my way back. ”Yaya held a bouquet of bright red flowers in her hand and handed it to Shan Mingyue.
Hearing Yaya's voice, Shan Mingyue rarely swept away her depression these two days, but when she saw the flower in Yaya's hand, her heart hurt again. The flower was... Manzhushahua.
Flowers bloom on the other side, and flowers and leaves will never meet. Is this telling her that they will never meet? Want to tell yourself. If you leave, you can leave, but you will always be sad in the face of separation, that is, people, thoughts and feelings can never reach an agreement.
”Mom, what's the matter with you! You don't need to cry if you don't like the flower. If you don't like Yaya, you'll lose it. Yaya doesn't know why. Seeing that Shan Mingyue was very happy when she just heard her voice, she cried in the twinkling of an eye.
”I'm fine. Have you done everything your father asked you to do?”? Shan Mingyue turns the topic away and doesn't want to think about anything that makes her sad.
”Of course, is there anything I can't do well in this world?” Yaya proudly patted her small chest and said.
”Yaya is great. It's not as useless as mother.
”Who says you're useless, ouch! I'm not used to you like this. Let's go. I'll show you the booty I brought back. ”Yaya pulled Shan Mingyue in and dragged her outside the hall. People still have to go out and walk around. Look at the lively and cheerful people in the past. It's hard to stay here. Go on. I'm afraid there should be something wrong with the spirit.
”Yes! What is your booty ”? Shan Mingyue doesn't like what she looks like now. She tries to improve her mood and wants to try to change her mental state.