Chapter 121 - If the heart doesnt feel anything (2/2)
”We should wake him up.” Young Hwa feels like someone is poking holes in his ċhėst when he sees father and daughter asleep without care. He can't go back and change this.
”Leave him be.” Kyuri closes the door. ”I feel too tired to talk to him. We can't stop him from seeing Little Hae. If he wants to be the father, let him be the father.”
”What about me then?” Young Hwa grumbles, giving her a pointy look.
”You are also her father.” Kyuri crosses her arms and eyes him. She guesses that it's difficult not to be shaken by a past love. She has created a big scene at the airport. Compared to her, Young Hwa has been acting a lot better. ”You are also my husband. So, you always have an advantage.”
”Can I take advantage of it now?” He presses her against the wall and smirks at her. ”I don't think that I can wait until the wedding.”
Kyuri turns her head to the right and says, ”I think that we are rushing, Young Hwa. How about we have our wedding a little later?”
Astonished by her suggestion, he wonders what could be the reason. He can't think of anything. Everything has been fine earlier. Then, why did she change her mind now? Is it because of Kang Si An? It's better to ask than make guesses. ”Why do you want to delay it?”
She gazes at him. ”Young Hwa, that woman was Yeon Seo, right?”
He released her when he hears that name. This woman is highly intuitional. Nothing can be hidden from her. ”What does that got to do with us?”
”Everything.” She straightens her back and decides to have a clear discussion. They seem to have forgotten that they are still standing outside Little Hae's room. ”If you are still affected after seeing her, maybe you need some time to sort out the feelings. Having a wedding is bigger than getting married on papers. Your parents haven't announced it yet. I wanted to take a chance on us because of Little Hae. It doesn't mean that I would force you to with me and her. I don't want to start a marriage with the baggage of the past.”
Young Hwa shuts his eyes. He tries to quieten his mind. There are a lot of thoughts. He has a lot to say. Yes, seeing her made his brain go fuzzy a bit. But, he knows what he wants.
”Kyuri.” He opens his dark eyes. ”You were also affected when you saw Kang Si An. You are still affected whenever he comes in front of you.”
”I stopped loving Kang Si An a long time ago. He and I are different. We have a unique history, but it doesn't matter anymore if the heart doesn't feel anything.”
Instead of showing anger, her face is eerily calm. Kang Si An uprooted all the love from her heart by himself. She is slowly trying to come to the terms that he wants to be Little Hae's father. Seeing him is difficult, but it's not because she loved him once. It's because she's reminded how loving him for more than a thousand years only resulted in that night.
That's not the same with Yeon Seo and Young Hwa. Both of them might love each other still.
”When I said that I would take a chance with you, I meant it. But, you aren't the same. If the appearance of that woman can rage storm inside and bring back the love, are you sure that you want to be with me?”