Chapter 90 - Only the partner changed (2/2)

”So, you would get married whether I am there or not.” She looks at him with disinterest. ”Only the partner changed.”

What that supposed to mean? Did she fantasize about marrying him? Crap! Kang Si An wonders if this crazy fan would kill him now.

His body freezes when he sees her walking toward her with the dagger in her hand. He's dead. He's dead. He's definitely dead. He can't even fight back. His stupid body is not obeying his command.

When she gets near, he squeezes his eyes shut in fear. She doesn't stop walking. She passes right by him without another glance. He places his hand on his ċhėst and lets out a breath of relief. He's not dead. The crazy fan has spared his life.

Kang Si An doesn't wait for her to come back and finish her job. He hails a taxi and returns to his apartment before he is noticed by the crowd.

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He already has a girlfriend. He is even going to marry her. So, if I didn't meet him back then, he would still meet someone and fall for her. Is she already pregnant? In the original timeline, I got pregnant with his child and he proposed to get married after the movie release.

Is not this the same for Li Jun? He married someone else after I changed the past. He also had a child with someone else.

Love. It's strange. I don't know what to feel. I have lost too much. It seems like I am going to get hurt again if I chase Kang Si An. He's too far away from me. I don't want to make his life miserable like Li Jun's life. Li Jun might have married the princesses because he was obligated to.

It is not the same case with Kang Si An. He might really love that girl.

Am I doomed again?

I look at the dagger. The timekeeper and I have a special relationship. The timekeeper spared my life and left Kang Si An's body. Does it mean whatever connected me and his soul is broken? Kang Si An and I don't have any connection anymore because he isn't carrying the timekeeper in hm.

That kiss though... it was a goodbye.

”Thank you,” I whisper to the dagger before throwing it in the river. ”I will cherish this life and live.”