Chapter 39 - I will be gentle like you want me to be (2/2)
What I am saying! I should disappear at this moment. Oh, the time entity! Please send me away. I will die of embarrassment here.
”Your first time?” He ceases his ŀėwd actions. ”When we slept for the first time, you didn't seem inexperienced. You were even boasting about dating more people than I did.”
Damn you, my future self! I hate you.
”Uh... maybe, I gained experience somewhere else.”
His expression is getting darker.
”Ah!” He gives me a bright smile. ”That Li Jun. Was it him?”
This whole conversation is just wrong. ”Honestly, I don't know.”
”You don't know.” His smile doesn't meet his eyes. ”At that time, you were technically my fake girlfriend. You kept mentioning that Li Jun. You kept saying how good Li Jun was to you. You never told me who he was.”
”That... It might be him.” I gulp when he comes closer. ”Kang Si An, about Li Jun, he is your previous reincarnation. I met him when I time-traveled to the past.”
He blinks at me with surprise. ”My previous reincarnation? All this time, I was jealous of my previous reincarnation.”
I am feeling guilty now. Maybe, I shouldn't have done what I did.
”Haha!” His laugh is scary. ”You like wandering to Li Jun, huh? What did you do with him? I can't believe that my previous reincarnation is the other man in our relationship.”
This unbelievable guy! He is still blaming me of cheating. ”Hey Kang Si An, he isn't the other guy. You are. Li Jun and I are married.”
Instant regret. His expression is darker. He gives me a plastic smile. The temperature in the room drops.
”Married?”
”Don't be mad.” I shift back on the bed. ”Actually, I was forced to marry him. You see, he asked the emperor for marriage between me and him. So... if I didn't marry him, I would be executed.”
”You must have gained experiences from him and boasted to me how good he was in bed.” He shifts closer again. ”Tell me what you did with him.”
”Nothing... ” He raises his brow. I can't lie under that piercing gaze. ”Okay, he and I kissed a few times. But, I came back to the present on the wedding night. So, nothing happened between me and him yet. Maybe, in the future, something might happen... you said that I was experienced... Shouldn't you be happy that I was experienced?”
The temperature further drops down. Did I say something wrong? Even the fake smile is gone from his face.
”I see. I can't let you go now. My previous reincarnation cannot have you before me.” He pushes me down. ”Don't worry. I will be 'gentle' like you want me to be.”