Chapter 36 - You owe me your lips (1/2)

”Kang Si An, I am tired of wandering. I might be your temporary punishment and mistake, but you are the final ending of my endless wandering. I don't know how to change that.”

I regret saying it instantly. I can't see his eyes behind the dark sunglasses or read his expression. When I met him for the first time in the future, he told me that I couldn't change the future. I still have that dagger in my dorm room. I am afraid that his words are becoming true. My future self was in love with him and she was carrying his child. They were planning to get married. Then, am I also going to fall for him?

He looks ahead. ”Are you roaming if you know that I am your final ending?”

I am just a chess piece of time. Why do people like me exist? Why do people like you exist? What would I not pay for being a human and be free of whatever is happening? It would have been better if I had not known that you would kill me. That way, I wouldn't see the death coming in each second of my life. Probably, I wouldn't have mind falling in love with you. That way, I would have accepted death as my future self did.

The thing is the future is already changing. The clock is ticking. I am someone who wanders in time. These days, I always end up at a place where you are.

Whether it's your previous reincarnation or you, I don't want to give up my heart.

”Kyuri, you and I... ” He hesitates to say the word. ”If you want, we can date for real.”

The temptation is great. Who would say no to someone like him? He is handsome and eye-catching. I like listening to his voice even when he and I are arguing. When I met him again in the future, I know how he was relieved at the same time that I was alive. I know how he tried to hold me to keep me in his arms. Was it that time? I must have been touched by his feelings.

”No, I like Li Jun.” I lean on the window. Well, Li Jun and I are already married.

”What did you say?” He stops the car. ”You just told me that I am your destination.”

”I like wandering to Li Jun,” I mutter under my breath.

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He gapes at her, unable to understand her words for a minute. She likes wandering to Li Jun. What does that even mean? If he is her destination, then why is she wandering to another guy?

”You are admitting that you are playing with both of us?” Kang Si An clasps on her jaw and forces her to look at him. ”You will play with that man and try to seduce me as well?”

She raises her brow. ”When did I try to seduce you? I don't recall anything like that.”

”Do you have short term memory?” He grits his teeth. ”You came to my apartment every night. You teased and tried to sleep with me on the same bed. You tried to kiss me multiple times.”

”I don't take responsibility for my future self.” She puffs her cheeks and glares at me. ”Besides, you kissed me too. You even bit my lips and suċkėd blood like a vampire. You are into kinky stuff, aren't you?”