Chapter 37 - You cant say no (1/2)
”Do Sejin.” She hugs him when he enters the room. ”Where have you been? Why didn't you pick up my calls? I have been worried.”
He looks down at her. Eun Min Ah is wearing lacy black lingerie. Perked up brėȧsts. Loose hair. Flushed cheeks. Has she been touching herself? He pushes her away as gently as he could.
”I want to sleep.” He takes off his shoes, wondering how she will react if he tries to back out of their agreement. Even Kim Dong-woo knows that Eun Min Ah will do anything to keep him with her. From going to his parents or protesting in front of the university with the agreement. He has sent the agreement's picture to everyone including his professors.
It doesn't make him worry that much. His biggest worry is Ahn Hana. If he comes out of this agreement, she will think that he can't keep his words since he did the same to her. If Eun Min Ah gets slight doubt that he likes Ahn Hana, he doesn't want to imagine what will happen.
”Do Sejin, you want to sleep this early?” Eun Min Ah climbs the bed and starts unbuttoning his shirt. He grabs her hands to stop her. She doesn't take the clue. She rubs her buŧŧ on his ŀȧp. He grasps on to her waist to stop her.
”Eun Min Ah, I have been thinking.” He looks into her eyes solemnly. ”How about we date normally? I will move out. We will meet each other and go to popular dating spots. You can visit me at my house regularly.”
She blinks twice. What is he saying? She starts thinking. He hasn't done it with her since that day Did she fail already? Perhaps, he doesn't like her body. If he moves back, they won't sleep each other much. She won't be able to see him at nights. They won't wake up together. Only 25 days are left. If they date traditionally, it won't go anywhere.
”No.” She shakes her head. ”Do Sejin, you told me that you would let me do anything. Are you already going back on your words?”
”I was just suggesting.” Do Sejin feels like a wreak. Oh, god! She won't be tricked. What should he do? He doesn't want to be here with her. She makes a face when she reads that look in his eyes. She is failing. Even if he stays with her now, he will leave her after the month ends. Do Sejin is Do Sejin. He can't stay with one woman for a long time. That's why...
”Do Sejin.” She pushes him on the bed. ”You can't say no. Let me do everything that I can. I want you a lot. I will leave quietly if I fail after our month together. You should let me do everything.”
He closes his eyes. Let's just get over with it. ”Okay. Don't forget your words.”
”Yes.” She quickly takes his clothes off. He is lying on the bed, doing nothing. He isn't even looking at her. He doesn't care about what she wants to do with him. ”Do Sejin, open your mouth.”
She slides her tongue inside. Exploring his mouth slowly. She lifts her head when he doesn't respond. ”Do Sejin, you have to try too. Be sincere toward our agreement.”
Annoyed and helpless, he entwines his tongue with her. He can't help but compare her to Ahn Hana. It makes him feel worse. A single touch of Ahn Hana can make him feel alive. But, Eun Min Ah is making him feel more dead. After admitting to Kim Dong-woo that he does love Ahn Hana, it is difficult for him to be with Eun Min Ah.